Oh abbie,
I am really sorry for you...no you did not need this right now....
any idea when they find a replacement?
(((((HUGS)))))
beth

I was told a new replacement doc "should" be here in 6 weeks....

I go to an extended outpatient office in another county as it is extremely less crowded than the main outpatient and main mental health hospitals.

In the mean time... I have no idea what to expect.... I am beyond scared, frightened, and lonely.

I imagine the main mental health hospital has an on call Pdoc in case of an emergency....:confused:

Oh Abbie, I know just how you feel, I had to wait THREE months for my new pdoc appt after the T-doc who Rx'ed meds for me left her practice here and moved. I really floundered hardcore while waiting because I had to get off aboilify without any weaning supply, it was sheer He-LL and I feel so awful for you right now. You CAN make it though, have faith in yourself. I know it's not easy but you can get through this, make sure they get you IN to the new Pdoc ASAP. :)

I am sorry this happened, but at least you got to say goodbye. Goodbyes are so darn hard. :( Sending you lots of love and hugs Abbie. :hug:

Yes, Abbie,
They will.
You can call and find out the process right now when you are in a non-emergency.


Do you have an office number you can call to find out the procedure?
Or maybe your tdoc can get you phone numbers and / or find out the procedure for you.

M.

I will try to remember to ask my Tdoc on Thursday....

Right now... I'm trying to block out and/or bury my emotions about all of this.... It's all way to much for me to handle...

I knew this week was going to be a rough one... I just never imagined it would be this rough.

:(
Abbie

P.S.... If you have an extra moment and an extra prayer or positive thought... I could sure use one. I need to get through Friday with a positive outcome. I'm praying for strength and peace for me... and understanding, compassion, and a positive outcome from the judge.

:hug:

Dear Abbie,
This does indeed sound stressful.
Sending good thoughts and prayers your way.
M.

sending you good thoughts for a successful friday.
((((HUGS))))
beth

with you in spirit
 

Dear Abbie,

I have been and am and will be keeping you in my thoughts this week, and pray that things will go well for you Friday.

((( hugs )))

~ waves ~ with you in spirit

Dear Abbie,
'Hoping that you are getting through your week and that you have a good visit with the tdoc.
Keep holding on.
M.

I am back from my Tdoc...

I walked in and what do I see on her computer screen??? MY BLOG!!!

We talked about the darkness that is surrounding me. As well as the fear, doubt, and self loathing.

She made me promise that someone would contact her tomorrow after the hearing and let her know how things went.

I told her if it was good I would call...but if it goes as my messed up mind is expecting...I would have someone else call her.

I could tell my Tdoc is very worried.

In about 18 hours or so.... I should have an answer... I can only pray that the big man upstairs holds me in his favor and guides the judge to be kind, considerate, understanding, and favorable.

THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU FOR ALLOWING ME TO ASK THE MANY QUESTIONS THAT I HAVE AND FOR LETTING ME LEAN ON YOU WHEN I AM WEAK....

:hug:
Abbie