Go Back   NeuroTalk Support Groups > > >

finally an appointment

Reply
 
Thread Tools Display Modes
Old 12-01-2011, 09:52 AM   #1
eva5667faliure
Grand Magnate
 
eva5667faliure's Avatar
 
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,462
My Mood: finally an appointment
Default finally an appointment

dear friends

it took over three weeks
is it me or is there something wrong
with this
well i finally got it
MRI of both breasts
thing is
biopsy said
infiltrated ductal carcinoma
i have decided to have both of my breasts
removed
it has moved outside the duct
i'm really frightened
3 weeks given to migrate
monday 9:30
hoping lymphs are okay
just want them off
not butchered

hanging in
have a great day
__________________
someone who cares
eva
eva5667faliure is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
Kitty (12-01-2011), Koala77 (12-02-2011)
Old 12-01-2011, 10:27 AM   #2
Kitty
Super Moderator
 
Kitty's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Deep South
Posts: 21,505
Default

Eva

I can imagine how waiting even a day can seem like an eternity. I'm so sorry you're having to go through this.

Hopefully, as soon as the surgery is done you can begin to heal both physically and emotionally. I know this has to be hard for you to accept.

Please keep coming here and keeping us updated on your progress. We can all take comfort in the gigantic strides the medical community has made in this horrible disease. You're in my prayers.
__________________
These forums are for mutual support and information sharing only. The forums are not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider. Always consult your doctor before trying anything you read here.
Kitty is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
eva5667faliure (12-01-2011), Koala77 (12-02-2011)
Old 12-01-2011, 05:44 PM   #3
eva5667faliure
Grand Magnate
 
eva5667faliure's Avatar
 
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,462
My Mood: finally an appointment
Default

dearest kitty

how can i not keep coming here
without the support and well wishing
prayers all positive
and how are you feeling
all in the holiday spirit i hope
wishing you well with a ho ho ho!

lots of love
__________________
someone who cares
eva
eva5667faliure is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
Kitty (12-01-2011)
Old 12-01-2011, 07:23 PM   #4
Abbie
Elder
 
Abbie's Avatar
 
Join Date: Oct 2006
Location: In a DARK corner.... not looking for a way out.
Posts: 5,526
Smile

Hi Eva,

Just wanted to let you know that I understand your fears!

I too am sorry that you are having to go through this...

I have a good friend who is a 10yrs survivor!!!! She said it wasn't always easy but she's here and Cancer free.

I will praying you have the same outcome as my friend.

Abbie
__________________
My avatar pic is my beautiful
niece Ashley!

.
Rest in Peace
3/8/90 ~~ 4/2/12

Last edited by Abbie; 12-01-2011 at 08:19 PM. Reason: spelled here wrong...
Abbie is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
eva5667faliure (12-01-2011)
Old 12-01-2011, 08:08 PM   #5
eva5667faliure
Grand Magnate
 
eva5667faliure's Avatar
 
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,462
My Mood: finally an appointment
Default

that's what i'm talking about
tell you something
sure takes the mind over completely
having not fused yet
enormous pain all over
headaches
knee and joint pain waking me up
still on all them meds
neurosurgeon had to take back seat
and let newest doctor who taken the biopsy as he turned around and said
i have some bad news
well then it only took 3 weeks and some
in the mean time i received a copy of disc
mustered up the nerve and looked at them
anyhow again great i can let loose
can't describe what i'm feeling
can tell you what my dearest friend wise man and
lover said that touched me with the level
of oneness
he will be away for the holidays
i said by the time you return they
will have been taken
he ever so earnestly said
eva, i just want you alive
and be able to touch you

this was true kindness
and honest love he has for me
wanting me in his life

i wanted to share this
because i suffer with trust
until i started to connect with people
i miss my dog and my job
can't drive i am dangerous on the road


we'll see

thanks much for listening
hope you all have a feel good night
__________________
someone who cares
eva
eva5667faliure is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
Abbie (12-01-2011)
Old 12-01-2011, 10:39 PM   #6
ger715
Magnate
 
Join Date: Jul 2011
Location: Illinois
Posts: 2,162
My Mood: finally an appointment
Heart Dearest Eva

Quote:
Originally Posted by eva5667faliure View Post
that's what i'm talking about
tell you something
sure takes the mind over completely
having not fused yet
enormous pain all over
headaches
knee and joint pain waking me up
still on all them meds
neurosurgeon had to take back seat
and let newest doctor who taken the biopsy as he turned around and said
i have some bad news
well then it only took 3 weeks and some
in the mean time i received a copy of disc
mustered up the nerve and looked at them
anyhow again great i can let loose
can't describe what i'm feeling
can tell you what my dearest friend wise man and
lover said that touched me with the level
of oneness
he will be away for the holidays
i said by the time you return they
will have been taken
he ever so earnestly said
eva, i just want you alive
and be able to touch you

this was true kindness
and honest love he has for me
wanting me in his life

i wanted to share this
because i suffer with trust
until i started to connect with people
i miss my dog and my job
can't drive i am dangerous on the road


we'll see

thanks much for listening
hope you all have a feel good night

I read your post early this a.m. You have been in and out of my mind, as well as prayers, throughout the day. I have journeyed with you, reading many of your previous posts. Your thoughts, written into words are all inspiring.

I did a painting some years ago of the "Image of Divine Mercy". The message at the bottom of the painting says "Jesus, I Trust in You". Until two years ago, it was displayed and venerated in a Church for 13 years. It now is on the wall in my living room.

Many times, today, I have gone to the "Image" and prayed to God, the Father - "For the sake of His Sorrowful Passion; Have Mercy on Us and On the Whole World". Eva....today thoughts of you were in those prayers as well.

Please continue reaching out to all of us. You are there for us; as well as we are there for you.
ger715 is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
eva5667faliure (12-02-2011)
Old 12-02-2011, 04:23 AM   #7
Koala77
Legendary
 
Koala77's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Australia
Posts: 12,030
Default

Thank you for letting us know Eva. Sorry you don't have the company of your little dog to help you through. I'm sure that would have helped you cope. Has he/she gone to heaven or is your dog with somebody else at the moment?

It's good that you have some-one special in your life who loves you. His support must be a Godsend throughout all of this.

Thinking of you and hoping this will soon be over for you and that the outcome will be positive.
__________________
Eastern Australian Daylight Savings Time
and
my temperature


.

Koala77 is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
eva5667faliure (12-02-2011)
Old 12-02-2011, 10:55 AM   #8
eva5667faliure
Grand Magnate
 
eva5667faliure's Avatar
 
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,462
My Mood: finally an appointment
Default trust

finding persons that touch them with words

the most powerful gift given

the ability to pick and choose what one

decides to do with what comes out

in the end is what it's all about

for myself

my baby boy oliver the dog is with my eldest child

married took her first baby
lol
she was able to take him as i had moved

i downsized (studio for myself and my baby girl 13)
no animals

miss him so much

thanks for the shoulders i can lean on

i am there in return
__________________
someone who cares
eva
eva5667faliure is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
Abbie (12-02-2011), ger715 (12-02-2011), Koala77 (12-02-2011)
Old 12-05-2011, 09:41 PM   #9
eva5667faliure
Grand Magnate
 
eva5667faliure's Avatar
 
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,462
My Mood: finally an appointment
Default i had to go

dear friends

blessings for the day

i was called upon from a few close friends
people i work with

i was told a kindred spirit she turns out to be
we found that not only do we share the same first name
middle name also then ask her what her nationality is
what are the chances we both are Hungarian

eva had a stroke and has a rare blood disorder
TTP i had to go a two hour ride made it sat with her
spoke hungarian in her ear as she couldn't speak
they intubated her she responded by squeezing my hand

she has only one child parents passed family all in europe

i am blessed to have been able and made it to see her

i was late getting started in the morning for my mri
cancelled till wednesday 12:00

i needed to see her

give her some loving

i was blessed i could be there

the tears would run down her face

twice i was asked if i was her mother

i asked why would i be asked that question

the reply

you speak to her like a mother

blessed i was able to do so

i ache all over and am so very tired

wishing all a good night

may you all be blessed with sweet dreams

thy will be done
__________________
someone who cares
eva

Last edited by eva5667faliure; 12-06-2011 at 07:45 AM. Reason: incorrect thread
eva5667faliure is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 12-06-2011, 05:57 PM   #10
jade01
Junior Member
 
Join Date: Dec 2011
Posts: 17
My Mood: finally an appointment
Exclamation

Eva,
I'm so sorry you have to go thru this I totally understand and can validate every emotion you are feeling. The anxiety and fear is all too familiar to me. I still struggle with this daily and can give you tons of great advice to aid healing, both physically and emotionally. It's a tough journey, but you have to try to be positive and keep fighting! I had both breasts removed and also had invasive infiltrating cancer. Hopefully, it's early and no lymph involvement! I'm sending you positive prayers and lucky shamrocks, since my bi lat mast was on st pattys day! Hang in there girl. If you need any advice, or to just vent, I am here with you!!
Sandy
Never give up and Don't back down!!
jade01 is offline   Reply With Quote
Reply

Thread Tools
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off


Similar Threads
Thread Thread Starter Forum Replies Last Post
I finally got an appointment set up with a new pain doctor!!!! tchr012 SCS & Pain Pumps 14 09-13-2010 11:57 PM
My appointment is finally here. rezmommy Myasthenia Gravis 4 06-11-2010 05:56 PM
PM Appointment ali12 Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy (RSD and CRPS) 2 09-28-2008 02:58 PM
Doc appointment screwballpookie Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy (RSD and CRPS) 5 07-20-2008 12:31 PM
Finally Got Appointment With Nuerosurgeon fisher4life Spinal Disorders & Back Pain 1 04-25-2008 11:53 AM


All times are GMT -5. The time now is 06:23 PM.
Brought to you by the fine folks who publish mental health and psychology information at Psych Central Mental Health Forums

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment
provided by a qualified health care provider. Always consult your doctor before trying anything you read here.


Powered by vBulletin • Copyright ©2000 - 2018, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search Engine Optimisation provided by DragonByte SEO v2.0.31 (Lite) - vBulletin Mods & Addons Copyright © 2018 DragonByte Technologies Ltd.

All posts copyright their original authors Community Guidelines Terms of Use Privacy Policy