Eva,

Thank you for the update on your oncologist's visit.
Hopefully the nausea will be lessened with switching back to your previous medication. Actually good news about lump. I was concerned. At least this is a common result from your surgery and nothing more serious. Spotting may just be normal; but best you have OBGYN annual visits.

Love & Prayers,:smileypray:
Gerry

will do precious
are you taking care of you
love
me

Some days better than others as you well know. Pray at bedtime to not be afraid to face the morning and that I will try my best not to get too discouraged. "One day at a time".....Right?


Gerry

you know it
beautiful lady

Anniversary
 

Dear friends

It is my second year today I had both my breasts removed
Happy anniversary to me
Me

Oncologist
 

Yesterday was oncologist appointment
The previous post was incorrect in my anniversary date
It is January 9th 2015 is three years not two
and when I found my lump in my right breast
It was in the month of October 2011 breast cancer month
Had both breasts removed January 9th 2012 so there is a full
year I started tamoxifen
My sonogram showed the pain I am experiencing pain under my
right arm it is where the cancer lump found is the bag that emulates a breast not the muscle
What a crappy job they did on my breasts
Wish I could show a picture
T can be viewed from others what exactly
what a double bubble looks like in image
And you be the judge
How can a doctor lie to me
It cannot fix itself
I would need surgery to fix it
NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN
IT WAS MY ONCOLOGIST WHO SENT ME BACK
TO SEE BALLOON DOCTOR
you get the picture I am sure about doctors anymore
Love

:hug:

What a pain. :(
There's something wrong with that implant? I'm very sorry to hear that and after all this time.
So unless you have further surgery you'll always have that pain?

Dear Lara
 

Dear Lara

You got it right
All this time going to my oncologist
And because my gynecologist was busy
delivering babies
I still haven't gotten my pap
I never missed my yearly until know
What a pain is right
And my oncologist asked for a sonogram of my balloons
They are stupid and useless
I regret going with my gut
and not having any implants
It was such a botched job
My left has what is called a double bubble
My right one however the one that had the cancer
It still knocks the wind out of me when I talk about it
Know body was listening to me
I kept telling any and all doctors of the pain under my arm pit
My daughter Corissa calls them underpits since she was a baby
But nobody was listening
Until the sonogram and it was a good friend who came with me
The radiologist came in to tell me it is the bag used to make
my chest look like breasts
How far off mine are
You also hear me
I am sooooooo tired of going to doctors
What's the point
How did I know I would be so unlucky with some of the doctors
And please believe me I did my homework

To answer your questions
I will always feel that pain
from the bag
Not my muscle not my skin of the right being so tight
not the rawness of the surgery
I would need surgery
And I have said to the breast augmentation doctor
this will be my last consensual surgery
Never again go go under
I feel if I go under again I will not come out

The surgery was to be three hours long
My breast surgery was six hours long
And I believe there may have been issues
I am on heavy opioids and smoke canabis
Not ashamed to share it helps me that's all that matters
And before going under I spoke with my anesthesiologist
AND ADVISED HIM OF ALL MEDICATIONS ONES I REACT TO ALSO
I BEGGED HIM PLEASE I HAVE A FAMILY
WATCH OVER ME
I COME OUT OF IT HORRIBLY
and this be my experience with my
"Underpits"
Thank you for your interest in my journey
I am sure you can see
This place has my first live journal
When stumbling upon this place
I was doing research on my problems
It is my saving grace
It just spiraled out of control
I learned how to use the computer
coming on to neurotalk
And to encounter such wonderful people
who know exactly how I feel in my problems
not only with my health
even more importantly being able to talk about my father
And suidide
My breast cancer
Alcohol addicition (mine)
Drug addicition two of my children suffer with
The dynamics of my family
All the amazing people ready to keep me afloat
I say thank you for caring and sharing
My your holidays bring you special joys for the holidays
I am going to try my hardest to give my granddaughter
and daughter a happy time
God Bless
Love
Me

Oh I just couldn't believe it when I read your post saying what was going on. I mean, having to have them removed or replaced... ugh, after all you have been through. You've been through enough already.

I've not always been able to reply, but I have read a lot of your journey from the beginning and so I was very troubled when I read today what was happening.

talk later. I should be asleep as it's after midnight and that's very late for me. I'm usually awake in 4 hrs. Uh oh. :eek: but I couldn't sleep so came to check

:hug:

Do not loos any sleep you can get
I understand
Love
Me