thankyou.

I read there are several reasons this can happen and there are several different ways to fix the problem.

Are you in a position to have one of the options for reconstruction?

My fear
 

I am to afraid to do anything
I don't ever want surgery while under
That is my fear
And it to be screwed up someway
I just don't want to ever take that chance again
I hope you understand
Love
Me

I do understand your fear.

And for reasons like ours
And persons who Do care openly
Can mean all the difference
God be with you
Amen

Dear Eva,

I am keeping you in my prayers daily ... :hug:

(((((( Eva ))))))
 

Hi Eva,

I am sorry about the latest. :(

You so deserve a major break from any further challenge, dear one.

You and yours remain in my thoughts and prayers.

Much Love to You Always,

:hug:
DejaVu

And my thanks and
Love in return
Me

my anniversary
 

it is four years today
i had my both breasts removed to eradicate
my breast cancer right away
nobody remembered
not a concern of theirs
its i guess something i will go through alone


for those who follow
touch yourself
i had a mammo every year since 35 years old every year until i
and it still wasnt found
i found it healing from another surgery

Finally
 

After missing past years pap for the very first time in my entire history getting one every year started young because my grandmother maternal died of breast cancer
My gynecologist has my blood results
We spoke about my doctors not on board
He said he too knew a bit about what I was talking about
was interested but could not advise
Been with him for seventeen years
Praying all is done and well
Me

Experiencing
 

Sweats when my sleep
The kind where everything needs to be changed
PJ's pillow case

This did not start when I began DEPLIN
This has only been a problem when my daughter
gets her menses
My period stopped at fifty
When Corissa ovulated and a period is due
My body is affected
There are times my mini pad
For it is something I ALWAYS wear
Has a pink hue to it
And just to make sure I am not seeing colors
I see is confirmed by eye other than mine
I line them up as it begins in my own bathroom
Has anyone been that aware of oneself

The only fear is
When I found my breast cancer
My HANDS found my lump
By accident
That I believe my Father
Guided my hand
It was only then did I experience
A thirty pound weight loss
Unexplained
As my meals did not change
And the other was the sweats

Now
I stopped smoking cigarettes at fifty
Two prior years attempting to stop
But in the end stopped
I have emphysema in my right lung
A little to late
I think it is time for a pulmonary specialist
Just to rule out lung cancer
I am frightened
But it is time
Me