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Sweet glorious God
Underarm is still painful the right underarm
more on the lower side like three o'clock told my doctor the last time told me muscle also the side nodes removed will make that note tell the doctor Get your mammo Someone who cares |
pleasssssssssssssssse get your mammo & MEN
dear readers
survivors those getting treatment those who are scared those who were shocked those who found their lump to all men included YOU ARE NOT EXEMPT those who just got the news I Eva am here to tell you i found my lump in the month of cancer awareness month i have written to those is my experience strength and hope am here to tell you i have no regrets having made the decision to remove both breasts taken i used them for the reason i was given them in the first place feeding 4 babies i have grown babies all under 32 years old if you are not one for being attentive to your body let your significant other check for you manually or even better go to your OBGYN SET UP AN APPOINTMENT CLINICS AVAILABLE IT IS CANCER AWARENESS MONTH I ASK PLEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSE KEEP AHEAD OF ALL PREVENTIVE CARE OF YOUR BODY someone who cares |
check in check of
dear friends
i would like to ask that you check in and post that you either made your appointment for a mammogram or have done so within the last 6 months it would bring such joy to my heart knowing my story is taken seriously and please do not brush it off saying i'll get to it tomorrow as tomorrow will be forgotten or the thought it won't happen to me i pray such a thing does not plague to many minds my cancer was found by my self examination along with my yearly mammos and never missed it with my pap also it would make my decision to remove mine was radical to some just know the earlier you have many different options i was shocked at first got over it and moved swiftly my plead is my love too all someone who cares |
oncology report
dear friends
at my doctor today all blood work pristine make your mammo appointment get checked to all with love |
Women the time is now not later
YOU ARE AN AWESOME GOD
IN ADDITION PROVEN TO HAVE INCREDIBLY AWESOME IDEAS IN THE MOMENT I TRUST THERE WILL BE A NEW START I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT WENT DOWN IN THE HELL HOLE JUST LET ALL BE GOOD OUR AWESOME GOD THAT KNOW WHAT IS IN THIS WORLD AMEN MY AWESOME GOD YOU HAVE GIVEN THIS REASON NO EXPLANATION NECESSARY MEN AND WOMEN GET YOUR MAMMOGRAM:hug: |
my mannogram
Sweet Mother Mary
thank you for a excellent REPORT A+ MEN AND WOMEN CHECK YOURSELF if you followed my story you will know my joy January 9 2112 positive found it myself a regular patient since 40 in a year i found my cancer removed both breast as it was in right 3:00 found it early acted immediately breast fed four children all up to two years or more my last child 30 months my maternal grandmother died in her eighties despite her breasts were black praise GOD the radiologist came in personally to tell me go home and be happy i had a chance to talk to tech first time mother breast feeding baby a year old being pressured stop already i told her that will come from her child she too being looked at like there is something wrong i suggested not to listen to the negativity but that is up to the baby and mommy AMEN |
Hi Eva wow your writing is powerful and a testiment to how much you treasure your life and health. I can feel your anxiety each time you attend a followup and I feel that you are a success in all dimensions- body, mind and spirit. There is no place for failure in your life. Cheers to your good health!
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touched by an angel
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your input puts a smile in my heart glory be to the father blessings given through powerful messages of persons who care thank you aggie my sisters name is spelled agi what are the chances divine intervention get your mammo please it is okay to touch yourself a may life be good to you also |
breast cancer metastatic
MRI
reviles bone disease bone cancer got report today trying to get this right this was not suppose to happen and it did sad very very sad |
Appointment Wednesday with reconstructive dr.
My oncologist recommend I return as he will
involve himself if need be How pitiful two years after the fact and to be told no doctor likes to take on someone else's job Went to him when I knew something Was wrong he refused to see it everyone else seen what my oncologist did and it's two years after the fact I just don't get my luck I have done my homework not to mention I was a compliant patient So we shall see |
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Yes that is pitiful and pathetic! I'm so sad with you, and angry:mad2: too! That doctor is NOT NOT NOT good, and if you're feeling betrayal, it is right on in my opinion. Is there anyone else... to see? Your heart and soul are so beautiful it breaks mine to think of this. You are absolutely amazing in all ways...as Gerry says, in Body, Mind and Spirit; with that luck is not needed... and no one can rob you of faith... it runs so, so deep. :Heart: My love and special prayers your way. We will heal together. :hug: You are love;God's grace... :hug::circlelove: Hana |
a return to doctor
to all
early this morning i was watching my morning news with Rosanna and Greg channel 5 tri state area there is something about women not to have their mammos starting at forty with no history of cancer and those who have a history at 30 are now suggesting NOT to have them until later than that 60 who the blank came up with this bull turd JAMA journal medical ***. i have had 2 cervical neck surgeries 2nd one failed me in many ways it has caused many X-rays MRI CAT-Scans this injection that injection this medicine no that medicine while going through a discogram meylogram 2 DNC constant bleeding never had any problems in regards to infections but my hormones raged in my 20, 30ties with extreme sweating during ovulation my rage out of control many times 40ties it subsided some the rage still out of control and the sweating increased as i was ovulating twice a month hence the constant bleeding my OBGYN ordered tests showing i certainly going thru changes there are 4 phases so there isn't much confusion on my part it was a perfect storm BUT NOW a fresh m MRI with and without contrast diagnosis osteomeyloites and or metastatic disease translate bone infection or bone cancer 3 doctors no answer my sister a medical assistant for many different doctors is now working for a doctor who is taking my findings seriously had my sister make an appointment to have the braca test it is imperative that women take this cunning disease we all have i believe mine was awakened it is imperative that women stand tall speak out pay close attention to all that is going on with your body i failed to mention this in my lumbar i can say without a doubt my pain has progressed in pain not once in a while not if i move wrong this is growing whatever it is and i am still lost in thought how can three doctors not all entertaining ruling either of the two this is what Dr. Deaconti will do for me take me in as a patient do tests to rule out findings wouldn't it be amazing if it be a gross mistake it has been shown breast cancer likes bone ironically true it is one of the few favorite places to go so tell me please am i nuts or do i make sense i make sure all my doctors are not only on the same page but same book and if a doctor does not confer with the patients other doctors THERE is the problem I KNOW MY BODY who is anyone to tell me what i feel who is anyone to tell me what to put in my mouth you take an oath and i have inadvertently had crappy luck both the female and bones are a problem in the family genetics i am curious to know what today's doctor please pay attention do not settle i am glad to have a doctor be concerned enough to see me will be back God Bless keep watch over yourself |
Yes eva,
I believe you make perfect sense, as you tower in stature far above those who have treated your pained body. We women must be observant and persist in care for our bodies. We may suffer such miserable physical indignities but no one can rob us of faith and spirit. Your soul runs deep and cannot be touched. The ONE God shall always be our companion... Thank you for you beautiful blessing spirit,:hug: Hana |
awesome news
to all who follow
do not stop till YOU are comfortable with the results and explanations that came to follow zero ZER0 ZEROZERO INDICATION OF MY BREAST CANCER SPREADING i am in awe in awe never settle keep checking yourself i found my lump and never missed my mammograms please men and women do not stop checking yourself good health to all be smart spread the word to men also no one exempt |
Hi Eva
Thank God above no spread. I was waiting to hear the news.:D xginnie
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An X factor winner co host
I was watching news
Only to hear she found a lump She goes to the doctors Mammo blood sonogram all neg for cancer She had a gut feeling As this back and forth stuff between doctors and tests did not sit well in her gut Almost a year later she gets a biopsy done POSITIVE ALL LYMPH NODE TAKEN HAD A DOUBLE MASTECTOMY POINT SHE KNEW SHE KNEW Touch yourself ME |
change in meds
dear friends
because my shrink would like me to try Zoloft i was first on Prozac then found my cancer it not compatible with my cancer drug tamoxifen so shrink puts me on lexepro this put me in a very dark dangerous place mentally stop the drug it has been a little over 2 years that i have been on tamoxifen my mental status is in much turmoil my session yesterday i asked my doctor after being with him for 5 years now what is it he sees he feels i suffer from several forms of depression most importantly he feels it is genetically in my genes situation l depression not having a partner sad circumstances so reminding him i was on tamoxifen and certain drugs interfere with it Zoloft being one of them my oncologist had started me on Femara i take generic of this drug i will be on it for the next 5 years this drug i take once a day 2.5 mg does work with Zoloft i told my shrink i want to get well i do not want to feel this way anymore i need peace in my life therefore i will try Zoloft it will be 50 mg for three weeks then 100 mg once a day my daughter Sareaeve with me at doctor appointments who is on Zoloft for a number of years recommended me to give it a go reluctant to add yet another drug in my system is upsetting this drug will be long term i pray it helps the Femara is a strong estrogen preventive drug and because my cancer was estrogen driven it be the reason for the change it was time i was told i may experience pain in my hands something i already suffer from hair loss nausea bla bla bla do read you pamphlet for important information to my fellow men and women please please get your mammograms men you are NOT exempt i hope this helps for those who follow my story still having a hard time forgiving my surgeon took him tow years to admit my left side developed a double bubble from the very beginning just sucks he did not have the nerve to explain that my oncologist had me go back to him even he knows there was something wrong maybe on day i will have to work on many doctors to did me wrong and in the end did more harm than good this be my experience you all be very careful and never just settle especially when YOU know there is something WRONG very wrong write everything down as you are going through it and always have a advocate with you my last three times out of my home to either going to the doctors or some other important place i have incurred $250.00 in parking tickets on we are fighting having tapes pulled about said location point i haven't been involved in the way of the changes that have taken place just in the last 4 years out of work not out in the world the parking rules have become a way for the cities to really rack up the bucks $39.00 improper parking i backed up into parking spot that had a meter $49.00 bus stop missed the sign blockage of tree just unbelievable $110.00 bus stop i was in the car unbelievable all i want is peace and love to all hope for the world |
Hi Eva
Have faith a bit in the Zoloft. I was on this for years, and it did good for me. I had no side effects. You are in my prayers about this Eva, you need a break!
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seeing oncoligist
today a routine draw of blood
check up there is a lump under my right arm pit will see what he has to say will also ask him if he can switch me on another drug i am on Femera kicking my butt be back later |
put me back on tamoxifen
what a relief
a switch back with less side affects my underarm is still residual of surgery cutting into muscle my spotting imperative i go to OBGYN in the works please please please get checked and do touch yourself much love and care me |
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Eva, Thank you for the update on your oncologist's visit. Hopefully the nausea will be lessened with switching back to your previous medication. Actually good news about lump. I was concerned. At least this is a common result from your surgery and nothing more serious. Spotting may just be normal; but best you have OBGYN annual visits. Love & Prayers,:smileypray: Gerry |
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are you taking care of you love me |
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Some days better than others as you well know. Pray at bedtime to not be afraid to face the morning and that I will try my best not to get too discouraged. "One day at a time".....Right? Gerry |
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Anniversary
Dear friends
It is my second year today I had both my breasts removed Happy anniversary to me Me |
Oncologist
Yesterday was oncologist appointment
The previous post was incorrect in my anniversary date It is January 9th 2015 is three years not two and when I found my lump in my right breast It was in the month of October 2011 breast cancer month Had both breasts removed January 9th 2012 so there is a full year I started tamoxifen My sonogram showed the pain I am experiencing pain under my right arm it is where the cancer lump found is the bag that emulates a breast not the muscle What a crappy job they did on my breasts Wish I could show a picture T can be viewed from others what exactly what a double bubble looks like in image And you be the judge How can a doctor lie to me It cannot fix itself I would need surgery to fix it NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN IT WAS MY ONCOLOGIST WHO SENT ME BACK TO SEE BALLOON DOCTOR you get the picture I am sure about doctors anymore Love |
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What a pain. :( There's something wrong with that implant? I'm very sorry to hear that and after all this time. So unless you have further surgery you'll always have that pain? |
Dear Lara
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You got it right All this time going to my oncologist And because my gynecologist was busy delivering babies I still haven't gotten my pap I never missed my yearly until know What a pain is right And my oncologist asked for a sonogram of my balloons They are stupid and useless I regret going with my gut and not having any implants It was such a botched job My left has what is called a double bubble My right one however the one that had the cancer It still knocks the wind out of me when I talk about it Know body was listening to me I kept telling any and all doctors of the pain under my arm pit My daughter Corissa calls them underpits since she was a baby But nobody was listening Until the sonogram and it was a good friend who came with me The radiologist came in to tell me it is the bag used to make my chest look like breasts How far off mine are You also hear me I am sooooooo tired of going to doctors What's the point How did I know I would be so unlucky with some of the doctors And please believe me I did my homework To answer your questions I will always feel that pain from the bag Not my muscle not my skin of the right being so tight not the rawness of the surgery I would need surgery And I have said to the breast augmentation doctor this will be my last consensual surgery Never again go go under I feel if I go under again I will not come out The surgery was to be three hours long My breast surgery was six hours long And I believe there may have been issues I am on heavy opioids and smoke canabis Not ashamed to share it helps me that's all that matters And before going under I spoke with my anesthesiologist AND ADVISED HIM OF ALL MEDICATIONS ONES I REACT TO ALSO I BEGGED HIM PLEASE I HAVE A FAMILY WATCH OVER ME I COME OUT OF IT HORRIBLY and this be my experience with my "Underpits" Thank you for your interest in my journey I am sure you can see This place has my first live journal When stumbling upon this place I was doing research on my problems It is my saving grace It just spiraled out of control I learned how to use the computer coming on to neurotalk And to encounter such wonderful people who know exactly how I feel in my problems not only with my health even more importantly being able to talk about my father And suidide My breast cancer Alcohol addicition (mine) Drug addicition two of my children suffer with The dynamics of my family All the amazing people ready to keep me afloat I say thank you for caring and sharing My your holidays bring you special joys for the holidays I am going to try my hardest to give my granddaughter and daughter a happy time God Bless Love Me |
Oh I just couldn't believe it when I read your post saying what was going on. I mean, having to have them removed or replaced... ugh, after all you have been through. You've been through enough already.
I've not always been able to reply, but I have read a lot of your journey from the beginning and so I was very troubled when I read today what was happening. talk later. I should be asleep as it's after midnight and that's very late for me. I'm usually awake in 4 hrs. Uh oh. :eek: but I couldn't sleep so came to check :hug: |
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I understand Love Me |
thankyou.
I read there are several reasons this can happen and there are several different ways to fix the problem. Are you in a position to have one of the options for reconstruction? |
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I don't ever want surgery while under That is my fear And it to be screwed up someway I just don't want to ever take that chance again I hope you understand Love Me |
I do understand your fear.
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And persons who Do care openly Can mean all the difference God be with you Amen |
Dear Eva,
I am keeping you in my prayers daily ... :hug: |
(((((( Eva ))))))
Hi Eva,
I am sorry about the latest. :( You so deserve a major break from any further challenge, dear one. You and yours remain in my thoughts and prayers. Much Love to You Always, :hug: DejaVu |
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Love in return Me |
my anniversary
it is four years today
i had my both breasts removed to eradicate my breast cancer right away nobody remembered not a concern of theirs its i guess something i will go through alone for those who follow touch yourself i had a mammo every year since 35 years old every year until i and it still wasnt found i found it healing from another surgery |
Finally
After missing past years pap for the very first time in my entire history getting one every year started young because my grandmother maternal died of breast cancer
My gynecologist has my blood results We spoke about my doctors not on board He said he too knew a bit about what I was talking about was interested but could not advise Been with him for seventeen years Praying all is done and well Me |
Experiencing
Sweats when my sleep
The kind where everything needs to be changed PJ's pillow case This did not start when I began DEPLIN This has only been a problem when my daughter gets her menses My period stopped at fifty When Corissa ovulated and a period is due My body is affected There are times my mini pad For it is something I ALWAYS wear Has a pink hue to it And just to make sure I am not seeing colors I see is confirmed by eye other than mine I line them up as it begins in my own bathroom Has anyone been that aware of oneself The only fear is When I found my breast cancer My HANDS found my lump By accident That I believe my Father Guided my hand It was only then did I experience A thirty pound weight loss Unexplained As my meals did not change And the other was the sweats Now I stopped smoking cigarettes at fifty Two prior years attempting to stop But in the end stopped I have emphysema in my right lung A little to late I think it is time for a pulmonary specialist Just to rule out lung cancer I am frightened But it is time Me |
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