dear friends

i was in the process of writing
ready to post
computer took me
back at home
lost all
honestly
sometimes i feel others have
control of my computer

wrote to say

pre-op testing january 5th

made the appointment
find it difficult to express
what i am feeling
i have to wait and
check for delayed reaction
that is something i get and
don't see it sometimes
monday the 9th is on
as they take the cancer
off
my family will be with me
pay attention to your body
listen to it
during my cervical neck operations
especially after the second one
i felt in my gut something underlying
is going on
sure enough my mammo was abnormal
further testing showed cancer in my right breast
point
i had a gut feeling
SOMETHING UNDERLYING WAS GOING ON
I took action
and now i will have them take them off
please listen
don't ignore
best case it will be nothing life threatening
be good to yourself
someone who cares

Dearest Eva,



Our love and prayers are with you

God is Good

God is Love

God is with you through it all

You are in my prayers. You also are an inspitation to all of us. You said something real important in your last post. "To pay attention" to what you body is telling you. I want to stress the same point. WE KNOW when something isn't right. We are a mind,body,soul collection. That little inner voice I think comes from God. You won't be far from my thoughts this weekend. You will be in my heart on monday. Be brave, just like you have been. We are all behind you, and can't wait for it to be done, and that you are on the road to recovery. Being with you while you are on this path is like being with a family member and holding their hands while they go through a trauma. I wish I could hug you and hold your hand right now. ginnie

the support means sooooooooooo much

may you all do well in your troubles

God is good

God is Great

Amen

may i return the blessings

dear friends

my son is here
already sleeping
alarm set
bag ready
body mind
and spirit
ready
God is good
Amen

All the best to you, Eva

We'll be thinking of you.

God will take you to a place of peace and serenity....
Picture this place in your mind.
No stress....no doubts.......just a quiet place to rest under the Wing of God Almighty.....

Shalom my friend....

Rae

dear friends

i am in PAIN
as if some animal
is ripping through my
flesh chest and ripping
didn't get enough the first bite
went in quickly for seconds
i can see differently for what it is
cancer
but get this
because
from one human to another
will connect one way or another
my body still expel a great amount of fluid
my right drain slightly a tad less
than my right
also in what the eye can see
now having the responsibility
my own advocate
nothing unusual
back too
well lets put it this way
my children seem to think
in what world theirs i guess
my 13 year old the same
lets not forget
i am WONDER WOMAN
most times i am
but i could use simple things
basic food shopping
never mind
i'm tired
see you later

peace and love

I am sorry your pain is that bad today. I wish you could bite the pain back and make it go away. I do remember what that is like. I hope your family will keep up with the food and shopping. Just rest and recover. I went to bed with you in my prayers, and for bizis dad in particular. At breakfast I asked God to help me when I respond to people to day. We do need each other. You will be in my prayers all day today. I wish that this recovery goes faster for you, and that the pain stays away. Can you ask for more meds. if you need it? no need to respond, just know that you are being thought of right now. ginnie