tomorrow will be our first day at the pool
it will be interesting
the weather is to be
the better of the three
day vacation
still going to wear bathing
suites that are low cut
i am okay with it not bad
i am certain when
permanent ones are in
it will be more than 50%
when all is said and done
i will do a 3D affect
i'll see the complete
healing tattoo nipples
and then maybe nipple rings
for the visual effect
i do not regret
not one moment
for now I DO NOT HAVE CANCER
THERE
don't like that i have to take
cancer meds
ALTHOUGH
to be honest
i am actually
saved from going through
radiation or sit for hours
as the med drip slowly into my
veins
i have been spared
the extreme
the ultimate
i loose just enough hair to remind me
why
only GOD can answer that
go to the reconstruction doctor
next week
till then
take care of your body
listen to it
feel it
get to know yourself all
over again
for me at least


someone who cares

dear friends

wednesday i go to reconstructive
surgeon spacers are ready to
come out well see let all know
there is no sensation
skin feels dead
right breast had
the cancer much
more to it
it was to be found
deep within even though
i felt it
point
naturally both
different one more
concave than the other
opting no nipple reconstruction
possible good artist who
could tattoo 3D effect
gosh
such worries
bull ****
lets see what happens
wednesday
great for persons who endure
reconstruction is a complete
different ball game
the tamoxifen killing me
sweats again just when they
stopped
took me off of prozac
and replaced it with
lexepro
we will see
get your mammograms
check your breasts
this too must be done
to men as they too can
have breast cancer

someone who cares

dear friends

it is time for the
spacers to be removed
and permanent balloons
to go in
not opting for
nipple reconstruction
maybe nipple rings
tattoo
this is not priority
will do something
but having spacers
have magnets
and are temporary
they will be saline
after the removal
of magnets very much
needed MRI'S can be
done as i am going
to a new doctor
for my spinal cord disorder
right now
my children did most of the work
by breastfeeding them
i produced plenty of milk
for my four children
i pray for a smooth
transition as this
will be my last evasive
surgery
i am open to
microscopic surgery
as my new doctor
is aware of

men and women
check yourself
i found mine
have had my mammos
every year for the last
11 years
it matters!

DEAR FRIENDS

the date for breast surgery

HERE COME SATURDAY

JULY 28TH

God be with you as you go to surgery. My angel is visiting you right now and will hang around for extra help. ginnie

dear friends

i have had my final surgery
i am so happy no more surgery
my dear friends
i am still am experiencing
delayed reaction i knew it
used to it
so 7 years of taking
tamoxifen
hair steady loss
hope it will ease up
still looks fine
not a problem
just an fyi
my experience I FOUND THE
HAIR LOSS IS EXASPERATED
I'M CERTAIN BY
STRESS
the slow leak is slowly
easing up
will call him tomorrow

still going thru rough patches
operative word patches
enough to throw me off
my hormones are wacked
glad i know my body

i always kept saying
during my first surgery
i would say randomly
something else is wrong
something isn't right

i found my lump

don't stop touching
only you know your body
get to know it
log things down
and keep it pass it down
to those after you
history very important also

hope women get or check their partner
men are not exempt

may you all keep healthy

ask me any question if you wish

someone who cares

I do have a question. did you loose all your hair all these years? Is it coming back? I did go to church. I blubbered like a baby the whole time. ginnie

hey ginnie
the answer to your question
yes
it is still happening
if you missed it
my treatment was
determined via the
results of the breast cancer

it was determined it was estrogen
driven
and that i was spared any
liquid poison (as i call it)
or concentrated radiation

so therefore

i had both
one radical (the right)
and complete removal
of the left
way different
my breast cancer was deep
rooted so much more was
taken
still comes in waves

my treatment is
tamoxifen 20mg
1 tablet daily
for 7 years
i am on my 5th bottle
i began loosing hair
about a month ago
will see doctor next week
don't know will ask him
wednesday

someone who cares

Yes I care. I have alopecia universalis. auto immune, lost my hair at 29 years old, and get it back on and off all these years. It hurts too when you loose your hair. It is a deep emotional hurt, and I am sorry you have to go through it on top of the cancer effect issues. Thanks for telling me. I make a real cool Doo rag out of t-shirts from Good will. Want one? Takes me 10 minutes to cut it out. Send me PM your address and what color you want. Would do this for you in a heart beat. ginnie

thank you my angel
not necessary
if i loose it all
as now my hair comes out
quite a bit now
i don't no ginnie
everything is just screwed up
but i am hanging on tight
as you are
i hope life is treating you good
how are things coming along
my breasts still hurt
as the right one had the cancer
they didn't come without
problems
doing my best to
accepting things
out of my control
i know he did the
best he could
i see him next
wednesday
till then

love being sent
someone who cares