Oh I just couldn't believe it when I read your post saying what was going on. I mean, having to have them removed or replaced... ugh, after all you have been through. You've been through enough already.

I've not always been able to reply, but I have read a lot of your journey from the beginning and so I was very troubled when I read today what was happening.

talk later. I should be asleep as it's after midnight and that's very late for me. I'm usually awake in 4 hrs. Uh oh. but I couldn't sleep so came to check

Do not loos any sleep you can get
I understand
Love
Me

thankyou.

I read there are several reasons this can happen and there are several different ways to fix the problem.

Are you in a position to have one of the options for reconstruction?

I am to afraid to do anything
I don't ever want surgery while under
That is my fear
And it to be screwed up someway
I just don't want to ever take that chance again
I hope you understand
Love
Me

I do understand your fear.

And for reasons like ours
And persons who Do care openly
Can mean all the difference
God be with you
Amen