Both will come out and be replaced
Final surgery
No more
No more
Dear God
No more
Me

Better they come out Eva, please let us know the date so we can pray. Much love xx

For all the support
I means everything to me
Everything
I had to call the facility where I had my pet scan done for her is requesting a recent visualization of the implants
The office is mailing the disc and report over to his primary office
Then after his review I’ll get s call
The doctor impressed I had all the information kept including the kind of implant and serial number
Frightened but must do it
Again to all thank you
I have been keeping to myself
Even from my long time friend Jimmy who I can spend adult time with
He has been in my life far back since fourth grade
Can you imagine
But true
He has comforted me and seen them
The only man to see them
Having just getting a text wishing me happy Thanksgiving and asking to see me
Just not there
What a shame I tell myself
Me

Please, eva, please just say hello or something, anything. Please just let us know you are OK

So many horrible negative things going on
Holding on
Thank you for you concern
Be well and happy new year
Love
Me

Can you imagine
Both balloons are deflating
Let always had a double bubble
Right has deflated so badly it’s scratches my innards
Behind the balloons
Did my homework
Appointment in July
Just so much going on
Me

Not looking forward to it
I’m not trusting of anybody
But left double bubble has always been hurtful
Now the right is deflating scratching the back wall of whatever it is rubbing against
Can’t lay on my left without pain
Can’t lay on my right without the same
Scheduled July 1st
Nervous I am
But it’s been a while putting up with shoddy work
Wish me luck
Me

PS
on that note
My obgyn office calls telling me my pap is on a every othe year basis
Well not if you suffer bleeding break through like I have
Never let front end staff put your life into their hands
When I called the insurance company it is most certainly important for this person to still have annual paps
Just an FYI


Next 28th
My nuclear stress test
If my heart will not return back to normal sinus rhythm
The surgeon suggested an ablation
Still on hold
One thing at a time
Flacainide isn’t working
Am on blood thinner and pressure meds
We shall see
Me