dear friends

i was in the process of writing
ready to post
computer took me
back at home
lost all
honestly
sometimes i feel others have
control of my computer

wrote to say

pre-op testing january 5th

made the appointment
find it difficult to express
what i am feeling
i have to wait and
check for delayed reaction
that is something i get and
don't see it sometimes
monday the 9th is on
as they take the cancer
off
my family will be with me
pay attention to your body
listen to it
during my cervical neck operations
especially after the second one
i felt in my gut something underlying
is going on
sure enough my mammo was abnormal
further testing showed cancer in my right breast
point
i had a gut feeling
SOMETHING UNDERLYING WAS GOING ON
I took action
and now i will have them take them off
please listen
don't ignore
best case it will be nothing life threatening
be good to yourself
someone who cares

Dearest Eva,



Our love and prayers are with you

God is Good

God is Love

God is with you through it all

You are in my prayers. You also are an inspitation to all of us. You said something real important in your last post. "To pay attention" to what you body is telling you. I want to stress the same point. WE KNOW when something isn't right. We are a mind,body,soul collection. That little inner voice I think comes from God. You won't be far from my thoughts this weekend. You will be in my heart on monday. Be brave, just like you have been. We are all behind you, and can't wait for it to be done, and that you are on the road to recovery. Being with you while you are on this path is like being with a family member and holding their hands while they go through a trauma. I wish I could hug you and hold your hand right now. ginnie

the support means sooooooooooo much

may you all do well in your troubles

God is good

God is Great

Amen

may i return the blessings

dear friends

my son is here
already sleeping
alarm set
bag ready
body mind
and spirit
ready
God is good
Amen

All the best to you, Eva

We'll be thinking of you.