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04-10-2012, 10:21 PM | #1 | ||
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I have a framed photo of my painting of the Divine Mercy on my nightstand. Every night I hold out my hands, while praying and give it "all to God". My fears, anxiety, pain and suffering, asking God to give me the strength and courage to cope and accept all that he has permitted to happen to me. I still have my days; always will....but gradually, I realized others needed me. Even though my children are married adults. How they still need their Mom. Started trying to be more cheerful, joke and smile in spite of the awful pain. I realized I had only been thinking of myself, letting this eat away at me; especially those in the medical profession; they weren't worth making myself even more sick and depressed. Then one day...Eva...it was like a cloud lifted and okay; no more vacations, no more of this and that; but "dear God; help me make the most of each and every day You give me". This was the life I have now and try not to dwell on what I can no longer do; but what I can do. What I no longer have; but do have. I also work hard at not living in the fear of what tomorrow may bring. By doing this, I am making tomorrow happen today. Today is enough without living in "fear" of tomorrow. We each really only have today. And when the tomorrows do come.... they might be filled with good things. For now....let's just get thru today!!! Eva, you have taken up your "cross" and are carrying it along with Jesus. I hear and feel it in all your posts. You are now even closer with your family than ever. I know addiction; my middle daughter suffered from cocaine addiction. She is now counseling and sponsoring many of those suffering from addiction. I know your son is battleing the disease of addiction. He so needs his mother. You have shown him that recovery is possible. Eva....your family needs you and you are such a gift to all you come in contact with. We here on NT are fortunate you have found us. You have given so many of us the knowledge that in spite of pain and suffering that; God is Good God is Love God is Hope God is present with us here and always will be Thank you Jesus for our dear Eva. (Gerry) Last edited by ger715; 04-11-2012 at 10:05 AM. |
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04-11-2012, 01:17 PM | #2 | |||
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your sharing touched something my emotions bring me to conflicting tears the pain of it and the beauty of recovery thank you for sharing it means much more than you think best to you and family
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04-20-2012, 02:10 PM | #3 | |||
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dear friends
just posting april 25th i see the reconstruction doctor my throat in my stomach already still not done the spacers are still in and haven't been filled it will be 6 weeks of course nervous no more surgeries this will be the last until then surgery only life saving till my appointment all have a blessed day
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05-25-2012, 07:51 PM | #4 | |||
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tomorrow will be our first day at the pool
it will be interesting the weather is to be the better of the three day vacation still going to wear bathing suites that are low cut i am okay with it not bad i am certain when permanent ones are in it will be more than 50% when all is said and done i will do a 3D affect i'll see the complete healing tattoo nipples and then maybe nipple rings for the visual effect i do not regret not one moment for now I DO NOT HAVE CANCER THERE don't like that i have to take cancer meds ALTHOUGH to be honest i am actually saved from going through radiation or sit for hours as the med drip slowly into my veins i have been spared the extreme the ultimate i loose just enough hair to remind me why only GOD can answer that go to the reconstruction doctor next week till then take care of your body listen to it feel it get to know yourself all over again for me at least someone who cares
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06-11-2012, 02:46 AM | #5 | |||
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dear friends
wednesday i go to reconstructive surgeon spacers are ready to come out well see let all know there is no sensation skin feels dead right breast had the cancer much more to it it was to be found deep within even though i felt it point naturally both different one more concave than the other opting no nipple reconstruction possible good artist who could tattoo 3D effect gosh such worries bull **** lets see what happens wednesday great for persons who endure reconstruction is a complete different ball game the tamoxifen killing me sweats again just when they stopped took me off of prozac and replaced it with lexepro we will see get your mammograms check your breasts this too must be done to men as they too can have breast cancer someone who cares
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07-05-2012, 01:06 PM | #6 | |||
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dear friends
it is time for the spacers to be removed and permanent balloons to go in not opting for nipple reconstruction maybe nipple rings tattoo this is not priority will do something but having spacers have magnets and are temporary they will be saline after the removal of magnets very much needed MRI'S can be done as i am going to a new doctor for my spinal cord disorder right now my children did most of the work by breastfeeding them i produced plenty of milk for my four children i pray for a smooth transition as this will be my last evasive surgery i am open to microscopic surgery as my new doctor is aware of men and women check yourself i found mine have had my mammos every year for the last 11 years it matters!
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07-24-2012, 12:18 AM | #7 | |||
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DEAR FRIENDS
the date for breast surgery HERE COME SATURDAY JULY 28TH
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