Thank you, I have posted there now.

I am sorry to hear that you too had to go through a trying time with your son, but it is of comfort to have your experience with me.

We are united (my husband and I) to see this through and are working hard at giving strength (and breaks) to each other - we will make it. But, what is so frustrating and frieghtening is that we do not understand it. We do not know what to do when he talks "bizzare things" that make no sense at all - or when he has panic attacks - or suicide thoughts. We are anxious to start the treatment, but we realize that is once a week - we are daily and we have to make sure we are doing what is right.

Deep breath - tears - and, heartfelt thank you.