WOW.

Ok, so I've spent a lot of time hear complaining about the pain, and the doctors, and asking about my meds. Today I have a new complaint. Well, not just today, but everyday- it's just that today I've kinda had it up to my ears with it.

Does anyone else here feel like they have no support from family, friends or loved ones? Or like they just don't understand?
Most days I feel no support or compassion for the pain I am in, or the frustration I feel. Seems that most around me are just getting tired of hearing me b$%#ing, or maybe it's that I'm reflecting based on how I might feel in their shoes- IDk-
When I try to talk about how I am feeling, physically or emotionally, I get the reactions of either someone trying to 'trump' what I feel with what they feel, or a simple 'Yeah, but, it'll be ok' blowing off. I feel guilty for expecting compassion, and guilty for even posting about it here- like I should just 'get over it'. But then I know that is not right, and that I shouldn't have to.
Everyone deserves a pity party once in a while, and this is mine!