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12-11-2015, 09:05 AM | #1 | |||
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I haven't had the chance to start at the beginning of this site When you wrote that your state took your babies Your children from you makes me so angry and ever so sad children look for their mommy no matter what This place has helped educate me on so many levels Their experience strength and hope The hope you find a cure or even the right medications to help releive the pains There is a two part for myself I am on a mechanical level screwed I am also screwed out of the neurological pain that consumes my entire body Espically my right back Hands and feet Some funky stuff happening In medication forum sub:SCS Unexplained stuff new crap But very scary and disturbing When I was on the medication Lyrica I will never forget what the magic amount was four tablets don't remember how many mils each tablet This was for the neurological pain my hands and feet are experiencing Then the worse thing ever being allergic to the medication Broke out in blisters in mouth Hands and feet skin changes that never returned back the way I know my skin to be And my telling you this is In the latter part of your message I need you to get this I went and am still in a extreme depressive state Never like when I was on Lyrica Bottom line I am only medicated for mechanical pain Opioids A high dose I have had to take custody of my granddaughter Disclosed all the Meds I am on Judge allowed me to take her until my daughter works on her addiction problem I am so sad for you I don't know what to say This I want you to know I know what it is like to want to die it's just so painful And there is zero done for my hands and feet Yet pictures don't lie And that's what I had for my doctors My blood work three scripts filled with an array of test to figure out what's going on The process of elimation and ruling out the possible causes of my hands and feet bruise after unexplained pain in the area a vein will swell then burst after filling and swelling then turn black and blue I hate that this has happened to me and this great body It was so lean and mean put men to shame what I could do probably my own demise Your desire not to give up the desire to live is my concern Please get any help with this part of giving up It is not an option for myself And I am just broken up about what happened to you You have no idea My body giving up on me I am not ready for that I am still in a funk that is always underlying Fight fighting what This I would like to know Fighting what This monster pain That opioids barely touch because this body is allergic to so many medications There is a study out there by a doctor Kevin Tracey of neurology and I believe his study is a ticket to somewhere better It just needs to come here in the USA TRIALS ARE IN EUROPE STRICT LAWS HERE IN THE USA NOT ALLOWING THE SELECT FEW IN HIS STUDY BUT A UNNAMED PERSON CURED THIS IS NOT MEDICINE RELATED BUT BY A DEVICE PLANTED ON THE NERVOUS SYSTEM AND IS TWEEKING THE NERVES THAT ARE DESTROYED My pain specialest shot my thunder down when I brought it up to him He gives out the Meds is my only answer to his defense with how he reacted to the new information I just learned about I keep going of track Point Please don't give into that state of giving up My father commited suidide I promised my four grow children They will never find my body in that state Never to fear I know that kind of pain I am still stuck in that funk when the pain is so great it wakes me at five in the morning And cannot go back to sleep I have to wait till at least seven in the morning If I would to begin taking my Meds haphazardly I would be screwed I take my Meds faithfully On time the same time everyday Why you might ask I am a recovering alcoholic and addict Over twenty years now My drug of choice is alcohol I know what my first three drinks do to me And respect where I am today If I were to abuse my Meds I'm not a pill person Hate IT but this is my life No more life in a bottle Grew up and took responsibility Of ME DON'T YOU GIVE UP OR GIVE IN WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU JUST AS LONG AS YOU KEEP COMING LOVE me My your days be bright
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