Thank you everyone for being here for me again with words that are wise and comfort and I too have become the family outcast, rarely am I invited over anymore since I get up between 4-6 am everyday in pain so I have to be home by 8 because I am no longer Wonder Woman therefore I am a drag! Idealist I am so sorry your wife did that to you but I understand, Dh gives me a hard time and just yesterday I asked him if there were anything at all about me he liked and did he want me to leave because I don't want to be anywhere I am not wanted! Of course he gave me one of his famous pity party time lectures and left the room! It is her loss just as it will be dh's if he pushes me to far! I did tell one of the seniors that I know how she felt (I think she got it since I am not called Mrs C for nothing)! The hell of it is I never know when I am going to fall and no cane will stop me, my legs go numb and SPLAT, down I go, and my sweet hubby blames me for my falls, claims I don't watch where I am going,GRRRRrrr!!! I don't want anyone thinking I start a thread and leave it forever because I am selfish, last night after I wrote this we lost our power until this morning and it was hot, sticky and there is candle wax all over, plus my short term memory is dead and many times I forgot I wrote one until I happen to stumble over it!
Next time I think I will speak up, since coming back here I am getting better and I have always been outspoken, so i guess it is safe to say "The ***** Is Back" I am grateful for each and everyone of you and please don't take it personal if I don't call you by name each time< my laptop is too slow to jump back and forth to get the names and memory is shot