[Jakster]

Now don't start off with see the doctor or call 911 thats not what is needed.
I had a ruptured thrasic aorta forgiv my spelling please. I went to the hospital dizzy and weak and three months later woke from a coma and here I am.
That was 2002 its to the best of my knoledge 2006/07 soon Merry Christmas and Happy Hollidays to all. Anyway I went in got repaired after 8 hours two timed dead on the table 15 minutes one time. I also had every problem you could have
penumonia,adult respritory destress,sutomonium(a blood infection) max resperator and mega doses of morphin which migh have been good if I was awake for it. My problem started while I was still in the hospital. I would get pains in my mid back left and right that would start like a cramp and go through to my chest and they were so painful they stopped my breathing to only a gasp. The pain would last from 5-30 minutes and leave me exhausted no matter how long they lasted. Test and more tests studies cats dies you name it. Now my doctor tells me your depressed and thats the cause of the pain. Well I have to say I think thats bunk I mean I have had some depression most of my life and never has it caused any pain. If I ewas stabbed with a sword or bayonet maybe that would explain the pain but I do not think Zoloft or any other phych drug is the anwser and I do not believe that they are healthy according to the studies I have read.I am sure I have some nuro damage as far as brain damage I am noty sure but my spelling has gotten much worse since the surgery,not that it was ever very good. I only had four years toward my degree I am smiling but I sucked at school so I don't know if thats a good marker. so at 55 I have the pains all the time three to seven times per week and then a period where I have little or no pain again no markers to tell me I was doing anything diffrent. Any ideas at all I will check back from time to time. I am very glad to be alive I have a good marriage and
I think I am happy most of the time I do not really miss work or do I ? Sorry for the long post.