Hi there,
I'm terribly afraid. The one I love is getting old. He is still healthy for his age, but is getting problems older body's get, stiffness, some organs are declining a bit, you know.
But this is very, very hard for me to accept. I'm so terribly afraid of losing him. I love him so, so much and he's my best friend, we do practicly everything with together.

What I want to ask, to the people who lost someone they loved so much it hurts, can you go on after that? Because for me, at this point, it just seems impossible, and I think I just might go totally insane, or just die because of grief.