in my heart.
 

i share the same birthday as your daughter,.... i was going to say/list all the things/problems i have(self centred idiot that i am for even thinking that), but, losing a child... i have no idea how to reply....
other than this.... i would love to give you a cuddle(hug)
if you ever get the chance take advantage of a "cuddle" scottish word,its the best,warmest most genuine thing you will ever experience.
tc steash

Thank you
 

tc,
Thank you for replying. IT felt so good seeing your post. Where you also born on Mothers Day 1977? Please do list your situation. Keeps me more focused on life to have my cyber friends.

I felt your cyber cuddle go right through me to find your post!
Dianne

DiMarie
 

That was such a sweet picture. I'm so sorry. I'm sending (((Hugs))) your way. Brokenfriend:hug::hug::hug::hug:

kathy0620
 

so sorry you had to stop tending to flowers on your daughters grave, that must be very hard. I could not bury my daughter, as i have never stayed in one place for too long.she wanted cremation, and asked her dad to build her urn, so it may seem strange, but i am comforted having her ashes near me, i could not stand it if she had a grave, and i had to move away and leave her.15 years for you, i hope that time has healed the deepest cuts to your heart.it has been 6 years for me, and right now, i am crying, crying for all of us moms, we should not outlive our babies.:hug:

(((Mary)))

Dear Di,
I know this is an old thread, but I read prairemary's post and wanted to respond to her with a hug and then I re-read your first message and then all the others too.

You have a very difficult time coming up. Keep strong and keep talking. Know that there's always someone around if you need to talk. I think of you often and know you've had a difficult time lately.

I also see Dana posted on this old thread. How sad she is no longer with us either. :(

(((cuddle))) for steash.

take care all of you.

What loving caring friends I always knew I had.
When I read and there are those gone now it seems unreal. I met a woman that lost her 19 year son last week. He was killed in Alaska from a erratic driver passing cars on the wrong side of the hwy and the young boys car was hit,

His pregnant gf was next to him, but survived. One other boy passed away also. She asked When does it stop feeling like this....
I am not sure, but for me, I look at De's pictures, her cats, her home, the car still sits....
I cry and cry.

My younger dd got awake and is needing a drink. She is in the living room with me. She sleeps on the pull out and I on the recliner, To sad and fearful of dying in our sleep, One sleeps the other keeps a silent watch I know that we do not speak this outloud, but that is what we are doing

Even with Ativan I took earlier to try and sleep with my anxiety I have a microflease towel over my face from her,
I will be saying oh the allergies have my eyes running.......

I have a wedding to go to this week. I am not sure about being able to go that far and without the kids, My heart just races

Thanks for the hugs, cuddles, love and prayers
Remember too this new Mom to loss and the heaviness she has, with being strong for the other kids,,,,,

A sad club to belong too. but I would not trade one of my friends

Many blessings and prayers to all of my friends in the cyber world,

Di:grouphug:

(((((((((((((((((((Di))))))))))))))))))

praying for you and for that other mom too:(

May God hold you both close and bring comfort and reassurance :grouphug:

I think of you alot somedays. Sending prayers.

Donna

hugs
 

big hugs from me x