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07-28-2015, 11:55 PM | #11 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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Almondface, I find peace in knowing you are sharing here in this safe place.
The tortured path wound through the hillocks of my life bears similarity To deep hurts shared here on your pages Numerous counsellors have aided me through time All well intentioned Most decent Some not so good Fewer still excellent Right now I am blessed to be working with one who is excellent She is guiding me through EMDR For the sake of endeavoring to help me through trauma Not the trauma of the car wreck which injured my body But the trauma of rearing which injured my spirit I am blessed to know distinction between that spirit and my soul As it was soulfood which buoyed me through trauma of Childhood Adolescence Teen years Then adulthood when I buried myself so deeply, I might never have emerged So Those earlier years I am convinced faith helped me not sink into the abyss Now, with EMDR we are taking lifelong "battlefield" traumas of growing Askew from self And Attempting to defuse them Working with my therapist to resolve them To release myself frankly, it was fear of rejection which held me buried Without sharing with close friends Yeah, I have heard the words and read the retorts "You are older now...why don't you just let go of it?" "That can't be..." "You parents had best intentions" And on and on.... Absent professional therapy, the buried me festered. Hurt did not go away with passage of time. Here you are embraced for you Wisdom has gushed forth from others As for me...I am continuing therapy My family likes the results So do I Those who hurt me???? Well, they disowned me anyway, So, It is one of those propositions Of forgiving....in time...without confrontation or restoration, In the stillness and peacefulness of time where With therapy some of my hurts are fading Glad for it am I...and I pray all will be well with you. M56 |
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