[steash]

sorry i've not been on for a couple of weeks, been away on holiday. came home tonight to one of moments that just hits you. its been 6 months since i lost my dad, 30 years since i lost my brother, just cant get my head around why i received the final letter from the lawyer regards my dad's life/estate on the same day my brother died...as i have said before on here life really has a strange way of hitting you. i was the executor, not quite sure thats the corrrect spelling ,of my dads will .. i just thought i would have to sign something to complete everything. turns out i dont. feels so #ucking empty sry for ones language , just dont know how beter to say it.

lost and alone

steash

[shiney sue]

Just went through same thing with my Aunt and Uncle it's a very
empthy feeling. Sue

[Alffe]

I'm sorry you both are feeling so empty right now...it's an awful way to feel.
I'm sending positive thoughts to you..that soon you will feel joy again..and the peace that comes with memories of the good times you shared with your loved ones.

[Fancylady_2006]

I know what you mean. My husband passed away 1 year ago, the 18 of this month. I actully did well for 6 months. Then I turned a corner and depression set in. I'm ok some days and other days sadness hits me. Anything that triggers a memory is all it takes. He died on my girlfriends birthday too. My parents passed around a couple holidays which I don't celebrate because of the memories.

Maybe in time, it gets better, I don't know. My Dad has been dead 25 years now, and I can't celebrate the fourth of July. Mom passed near New Years. I do live by myself, and that doesn't help. I do try to go someplace that will keep my mind off their deaths. I don't have any brothers or sisters but one of my friends well we call each other sis and I am close to her. We are not related, but call each other almost daily. I am going to visit her this week. She lives three states away, so it will be nice to see each other again. She came and seen me in June.

I wish there was a simple answer, but other than keep busy with the energy we use grieving, I don't think there is a good answer.
Sincerely.
Billie