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Debi, I think of you almost daily, I wonder aloud how is Debi doing today and I log on to see how you are, I'm so sorry I missed yesterday. Today, the day after, I hope and pray you felt Bubbas presence, in the house, just a breath of air, an unexpected warm patch previously unfelt. We all love and support you as you mark another occasion xxx:hug:

Hi Debi,

I have not been reading any posts the last few days so I am late seeing this thread. Nothing more I can say that others have not already said. So sorry that you will not have the chance to grow old with Bubba but he will always be in your heart.

thinking of you debi and wanting you to know how sorry i am for your loss. but i too believe he will always be in your heart. hope it helps to know that you have friends here that care about you and are always here if you need to talk. love and hugs.

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Originally Posted by RSD ME (Post 1207139)

Wow....I was just fixing to shut this down when I saw your message ! Thanks so much for remembering me.

I had my taxes done this evening and it was hard....I cried a little talking about Bubba. Thank goodness Luke was with me.

I kept putting off getting my tax info together because I had to go through my 2015 calendar where I wrote everything down. It was like going through all of the heartache again with Bubba. All his visit dates and notes were just there....starting at me from the calendar. So very sad.

And then I get home and see your message to me....God is good you know ?

I have so many awesome friends here that have always been by my side. Priceless I say.

And to my Hope....I love you sweet lady !

Debi

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Originally Posted by St George 2013 (Post 1207141)

dear Debi

Your loss never to be forgotten
your friends always here to catch you

it must be difficult
this i have not gone through myself
a suicide yes
and this i wrote about

to have surprise situations that brings up the memory of
Bubba
welcome it
i sound nuts right there
just give me a chance to explain

it must be one of the most painful sad experience
i may bypass
not having that special someone

you my sweet friend
have awesome memories to alway call upon
it is still so close to his passing
time does not heal all wounds
and have the memories
your memories you can always call upon
is a special gift left behind until you are one again
and i think you understand what i mean
leaving religion out of this

his birthday
maybe can be celebrated in his honor
who knows
but for now

know you have us to lean on
while our Father drives Your train

the goo bad indifferent
you have it all
having shared Your life
with Your LOVE

his Spirit lives
it lives through YOU and the ones who remember him
when on this planet we call earth

i am trying to suggest
rather then stay sad of his physical being gone
to kiss him just one more time
oh sweet Jesus
i has to be excruciating

hats off to you and for your constant love
for Bubba

nobody but you and him know where Your heart lies
until you meet again
you live life
as you existance
MATTERS
you matter
we matter
we must keep moving forward
and know we have each other
many times i feel lonely
but i refuse to give up
there are persons interested in
me
we shall see
as i stay true to myself
and not let sadness prevail
but let moments of memories bring happiness to your heart
and a smile on your face
he is at your side
this i
believe

with much love
at a time you are feeling sad
me