Anne, you have been through so much. I just shake my head and wonder how you have been able to endure all the burdens placed on your little shoulders. It's just been one thing after another for months and months.

I'm confident that I speak for all of us here at NT, that we love you right back! You are very frequently the first to welcome a newby and post a thread where we can all see it. You and the rest of the official welcomers and moderators do a fantastic job when it comes to drawing others in.

I hope you will be able to cope with your upcoming colonoscopy. We depend on you too much for you to take your own health anything less than very seriously! Please please please follow through this time!!!

Sending hugs across the ocean. Any news on when you'll be getting a new computer???

((Koala)) You have had an awful lot going on.

I'm so sorry about your surgeries! Please don't put off that colonoscopy any longer, though. I have to admit, I don't blame you for worrying before you go. I have one every fall because of my ulcerative colitis and each time I hope and pray they won't find any more cell changes. But still, don't put it off, please.

Hugs and love.

Anne, I know what you mean... and I completely understand.

time, patience, and allowing yourself to properly grieve, plus... a bit of *forcing* yourself to take CARE of yourself is all necessary...