My fiance passed away on a motorcycle two months before our wedding and now its been 4 years and i just want you to know that in time everything will heal even though you will never forget about your loved ones but it will eventually heal. Do anything and everything to occupy your time so that it wont drive you crazy on that day. I stayed around people that i care about the whole time because i felt like if i were to stay alone that i would go crazy. Stay strong and surround yourself around people you love so that you wont feel alone.