I remember
Very clearly
The rape
You purpotrated
Against me
I've suffered
Humiliation
As you attempted,
and succeeded
To convince
EVERYONE
That I was the worst kind of person
there is.
The evil of your soul
Is unparalleled
You stole
Everything you could
You destroyed
Every relationship
I ever had-
or tried to forge
You spoke,
and everyone listened
I,
all the while,
remained silent
About this assault.
And eventually,
When I did speak against you,
NO ONE listened.
JUST AS YOU'D PLANNED !!!
But NOW,
More than 1 person
knows the truth.
And you know what?
You NEVER
convinced GOD !
HE KNOWS !
And vengence
will not
be delivered
by my hand,
but by his.
God help your soul.
I'll continue
to pray
for my enemies.

(For Ryan H.) 2/15/07 ( almost 17 years later)

You are brave C-girl, Far braver then I to actually get it out, print it to see, I am not that brave.

Hugs for your bravery and not being a victim anymore.
Di

cgirl,

I can relate to that.

befuddled2

Just wanted you guys to know, that this person, Ryan H., would actually probably view this poem as a compliment. He considers himself evil. And, he loves for people to affirm that. He is very sick, and, twisted. Few people know just how depraved his mind really is. Actually, I may be the only one. I dated him when I was only 14. That's when this rape occured. I would really like for him to see this poem, but, I also know, that in his heart, he would probably view it as a compliment. Hard to understand some folks, isn't it?

Peace, and Love,
-Cgirl-