Originally Posted by brocken angel

The sun rises everyday,and people say it will get better,
but yet the pain is constant.
Relief never comes...
I wait and pray, but everyday stays the same.
My cup is not only empty, it is drying up, cracking, dehydrated and thirsting for an answer, but I hear nothing back.
There is no one there to help me rise.
There is not one there to hold me and dry my eyes from the tears that overwhelm my soul.
I am a woman of faith, but I hurt so much I can no longer hear my Father.
I cry out to Him, with open arms and eyes swollen shut.
The darkness is all around me kicking me while I lay helpless in the starless sky.
Whatever happened to happily ever after?
What is the reason of such a sadness as this?
A debilitating darkness eating me from the inside out and ringing the life from me.
Dose anyone hear me?
Can anyone even see me anymore?
Am I just forgotten? Left to crawl alone, unable to walk in the sun forever?
I miss the sun.
I miss the light.
I want to be me again, but I don't know where she is.
I don't know how to find her.
I have nothing left.
I have been consumed by this wicked evil, killing me from within.
I am like a book that has been hollowed out.
From the outside I seem fine, but it is within me, taking over slowly, silently. I can't escape.