you all are about to
find out
that I don't write so much
when I'm feeling
like myself
this abundance
of poetry
I only write
when I'm not feeling
quite
so steady
when things are
such a blur
and I have so much
to consider
I'm glad I write them though
so I have something
to show
something to help me
remember
what I was thinking
how I was feeling
when my mind was
reeling
now, I'll be comfortable
in my mind
because now it is time
for things to return
to normal for me
when I can actually see
and actually believe
what is reasonable
and what is true
and I can again see
that the sky is blue
and the grass is green
and I can once again dream
of the oceans I've seen
and, I can reminisce
about the days
before my mind became
so unpredictable
now, I have to try
and not let myself
feel embarrassed
which is a notably easier task now
than it has ever been
because, I have finally become
My own friend...