I cannot recall
Very much, at all
My memory
Has become
So very
Unpredictable
The traumatic events
Of my life
Are still
Very much
Alive--In my memory
Those are the things
That will not leave
All those things
Happened
So long ago
That space in my mind
They are no longer
Owed
I want to remember
All of the good things
But, I need someone
To fill in the blanks
I have no positive, affirmative
Memories
Of kind words said
Was it all in my head?
Does it even make any sense?
Questions like this
I cannot dismiss
And, because my illness
Has become
A comfortable place
For people to hide
I may never find
The answers to
What is on my mind...

Just wanted to say for me it is hard to know what is in my mind cus it is always waundering and filled with so many memories and ideas and visions i cant keep up. and c-girl start from today you should write down one good thing and then soon you will have enough good things to recall you might even smile. like today you could write down you got a good tip from a customer or that the sun warmed you or a stranger smiled at you... or that you wrote a pretty damn good poem !!!

BMW

Awesome reply bmw!
I love your peotry cgirl!
You have a way with words..
I can only write when i'm feeling reaL bad!
Lookin frwd to the next one.
Kell