[colombiangirl1]

My illness is
REAL
I have nowhere
To hide
When, I'm feeling so much
FRIGHT
My illness is
REAL
The fear is so much
MORE
Than, you've ever felt
I'm so FRIGHTENED
That, I cannot even
Close my eyes
Sleep, will not come
Not without
HEAVY SEDATION
Because,
My illness is
REAL
I'm so FRIGHTENED
When, I was there
You, were the only one
I wanted near
The only one
Who helped
ALEVIATE
The fear
My illness is
REAL
You've always
Known that though
When, I'm there
Mentally
All I can think
Is I'm going to HELL
Very soon
It's only moments away
To me
And, I will be wide awake
And, FEELING
Every bit of it
That's why
I was clutching
Your jacket
That morning
And, it only got worse
The longer the day
Wore on
Into the night
I told you
I was afraid
I told you things
Were not alright
My illness is
REAL
I feel
EVERY bit of it
The NICE part of it
Is the incredibly
EMBARRASSING
Things that come out
Of my mouth
That's the EASY part
When, it's all over though
I really just wish
I could go
Far, far, away
In a hurry
So, I wouldn't have to worry
About having to face everyone
After, all that was said,
And, done
My illness is
REAL...