[wishfulthinking]

I went to my classes today and in the first class my teacher talked about stuff that triggered my depression. I've been down all day since then. I can't seem to shake it off. I don't know what I am suppose to do. I have to have the class for my degree and yet it makes me feel really bad. I'm just trying to force myself through it but here it's only midterms and I'm so depressed I see no way out. I just really hate myself right now. I just feel so down.

Any way, I am going to go try to work on some homework to see if I can get my mind off of things. I've been going to classes all day so i doubt it will work, but I guess it's worth a try.
Wish