And am super depressed and hopeless!

I have been dealing with a chronic disability for the last 10 years and in the last 3 years have scummed to sever depression. I have been in and out of therapy due to insurance company lack of authorization for visits.

I have tried to do everything I can on my own to make my situation better with no prevail. I go to the gym every day, I do yoga, I have done research on my situation and tried to implement them, and I force myself to do things even though every bone in my body says otherwise.

I am desperate and don't know what else to do. I have to be there for my kids and my husband, but have no support for myself.

I see everything in my life slowly falling apart, and do not like the person I have become, but have no clue how to get back to the person I was.

And now to top it off I am now having new issues with my chronic disability and am in the process of finding out what that is.

And if that isn't enough to send someone over the edge, my husband now is pressuring me to move our family to a whole different state away from our extended family, and everything we have all known our whole lives, not to mention his good job, to start over fresh some where new.

I am so overwhelmed and am hoping to find some support and understanding folks in a similar situations.

I look forward to getting to know everyone!