Well Christmas is over, thankfuly I must say. I just paid Nov. house payment, a month late. Figured out we have $70.00 for the week for food for three, gas for my wifes car to get to work, and the dog needs food. Not enough there. So does the dog go without food? do we go without food? Still waiting for the dicision on my appeal hearing its been a month. I would put a bullet in my head if I thought it would help. But that would make things worse for my poor wife and kids. I cant afford to get my medication for my heart palputations, so I'll have to deal with them for a few days. I want to sell my truck, but my wife won't let me, we all ready sold our boat . I have a big heater in the garage I am trying to sell, but have'nt had any luck, I tryed craigslist but had nothing but people wanting to scam you. I have a plow truck I could sell, kinda would **** us if we get alot of snow, but I can't get it started.. OOOO well thats it just wanted to vent a little, don't have anyone to talk to about this stuff. Please don't respond with go to a food bank because I dont have the gas.