Today is colder here- you can tell its getting fall fast. I am exhausted from te past three days of work and dread the next two this weekend. I got yelled at by a coworker yesterday because I refused to give a drug for her that I was unsure how to mix. It turned out that she had mixed it wrong already- and she had to throw away what she had mixed and let the nursing supervisor do it for her. She cornered me in the med room and said, "Don't ever tell me that you don't want to do something like that for me, especially if a patient is around, you made me look bad". She was quite viscious towards me and I almost cried right there on the spot. That is something that I need to work on- not getting teary eyed when someone yells at me. Anyway, I don't know how much longer I can take this job. I am too stressed. Everything makes me anxious and makes me want to run in the other direction. I am too tired to even think right now. I don't know when things are going to get better.