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Dave, Please don't ever feel you have to be only upbeat; we need one another. It is a compliment to those of us who have the privilege of knowing you that you would allow us in at a time like this. I have taken Ambin CR every night for the past few years. I, at least for a few hours, can escape the 24/7 pain. We do what we need to get through. Unfortunately missing your infusion is compounded by the terrible mixed emotions you are going through by being left without time to make other arrangements. When additional pain and suffering is the outcome; no time for pettiness. Shame on her. I hope you are able to do what you need to do to calm your pain and anxiety. Please lean on us. We're here for one another. Gerry |
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:hug: to you too Eva. Gerry |
My dear friend
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Just disappeared Guessing it wasn't meant to be But I will be clear I do not want to be on this earth if my pain is at the point of no return What the ***** I have given my all I must not be 100% faithful I want no more I too am sick My own children have not the same time you need SO WE CAN LIVE SOMEWHAT OF A *ucking PAIN FREE LIFE my hands woke me the blank up And now I feel all the *ucking pain Typing hurts Breathing hurts (back) My overdoing simple things I HATE IT FATHER I HATE IT I need to feel you Father We suffer as your Son With pain in different ways What a terrible way to think Forgive me I am lonely Am thinking of you Dave And the many of the ones like us Love Me |
Dear Eva,
Nothing is ever at the 'point of no return'. There always has to be Hope - even for those like us. There is always Faith. My breathing hurts too, the fall Thursday caused deep damage to my ribs. I somehow managed to roll onto them last night, and got stuck with the pain and weakness for nearly an hour. My double vision is worsening, making everything close up look foggy now. And the pain since my missed Infusion I don't want to discuss. I am here alone for 10 days, Daughter has gone away and Ex has gone to her Mother's. The peace is good, but I cannot Cope alone. There are many reasons for you to be here, despite the pain and suffering. It is simply unfair that you are burdened with so many issues all at the same time. It is at this time of greatest adversity that we must dig deeper and stay strong. Is there no cream, massage techniques, soaking that can help your hands at all? Keep turning to the Saviour for guidance, keep coming to us for support. You are worth the whole World, there are better treatments and better days ahead. There is always calm after a storm. Dave. |
Eva, Dave,
Pray we don't let pain define who we are. One thing I do know for sure; we are here for a reason; just aren't able to see the whole picture. One day we will.
Gerry |
She walk out in the night
My daughter walk out in the middle of the night sometime leaving her daughter to walk in my room looking for her
My friends I a fried I don't know anymore I'm burned out What do I do Me |
Dear Eva,
You really are sorely tested when it is yourself who needs the support. Perhaps it is time to concentrate on giving love to your Granddaughter above all others. There is only so much you can be expected to do. Look after yourself and those who are deserving of your Love. You know you have the Love and support of everyone here with your physical, mental and emotional trials. Dave. |
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i cannot express the inner pain she walked out sometime in the early morning hours and says sorry i won't do it again that my friend will never be the case BUT FOR EVA I KEEP MYSELF AROUND HOW CAN SHE WALK OUT ON HER CHILD GIVING HER CORISSA'S ROOM SO MOTHER AND DAUGHTER CAN CUDDLE MY GRANDDAUGHTER CAME IN MY ROOM AT 4:OO IN THE MORNING CRYING WHERE IS MOMMY I SWOOPED HER UP PUT HER IN BED WITH ME AND CORISSA SHE ASKED TO HOLD HER HAND SHE HELD ON SO TIGHTLY SHE WOULD SHAKE AND ALL I COULD TELL HER mimma and titi (corissa) will Never leave you she says i know mimma then asked why was mommy so sneaky i am sooooooooooooooooo saaaaaaaaaaaaaad i am tired of the disappointed you know where i want to be not yet and when i'm gone that will be it i cannot feel anything but sadness pain abandoned tired throwing in the towel where is my Faith what happened to it me |
Dear Eva,
You know it will happen again, if not, you will always fear it - but as you say: BUT FOR EVA I KEEP MYSELF AROUND That is reason enough for everything. Imagine how safe she felt, finally clutching your hand so early in the morning. THERE is your Faith, the faith your Granddaughter shows in you, glowing and burning in the Darkness to burst forth as your Faith in The Lord. You know it is stronger than any setback. Dave. |
God Bless you Sweet Eva :)
Children see it all don't they Eva ? So smart and yet so young. I see it in my grandchildren all the time.....that extra sense they have that hasn't been taken from them yet....they know.
And God Love Her she needs your love and physical presence. So glad you are there for that sweet child. And then we all sing...... Jesus loves the little children...all the children of the world.....red and yellow, black and white they are precious in his sight....Jesus loves the little children of the world Ta Da !!! Lots of warm hugs for you tonight my friend......:hug: :hug: :hug: Debi from Georgia |
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