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08-05-2015, 01:45 PM | #141 | |||
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that starts in my gut
just will not go away and i must keep fighting that's what he said "keep fighting" love me
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08-07-2015, 08:57 AM | #142 | |||
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As it is only a feeling
"It" is not something I ever experienced manifesting physically The pits an absolute horrible feeling It has been very difficult fighting "It" with all the might I muster up just doesn't cut it The only consolation i have is God the Father has the knowledge of my sickness and sadness Today isn't any different So all I have is to push through another day Love from those who understand and support Love Me
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08-07-2015, 06:31 PM | #143 | |||
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Dear Eva,
I know well the sickness and the sadness, worsening as every day passes with increased pain in my neck and arm, and new numbness in my hand. I have been robbed of my calming Meditation Hour, no position allows enough freedom from sharp, referred pain that brings tears. I am not even able to participate fully here because typing is so difficult and painful - double vision is enough to contend with. This deepens the Depression further. All I have is the thought of my Friends here, caring and supporting across the countless miles. We are part of a Community which never lets us down, always listens. So, let us allow His Spirit to lift us once more, help us push through the Dark Days, while our bodies and minds recover from the latest turmoil. Dave.
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08-08-2015, 07:08 AM | #144 | |||
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happy to call you my friend you do understand you do listen you suffer in deep physical and emotional turmoil i will be happy to go through the Dark Days with You may the Spirit enter our hearts and minds may our physical pain be lifted just enough to enjoy even the simplest thing such as sound rest no pain just for a brief moment with all my love thank you for sharing always you are gifted in you words of wisdom and more importantly comfort love me p.s. have been hitting the pool my granddaughter is swimming and loving it be well i too type with a pencil eraser side it has a curve to it
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08-08-2015, 08:26 PM | #145 | |||
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Much Love to Eva and to Dave!
Hopeful Healing, DejaVu |
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08-30-2015, 05:40 PM | #146 | |||
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i am at the end of everything
that ever meant to me the inconsideration the unpredictable emotions the brutality with her mouth unacceptable not allowed Christine is not behaving and i get dumped on not going down how screwed up is this life her excuse for being utterly disrespectful is "she's emotional" not happening this cookie has just about had enough she's out of her bloody mind and i'm not kidding i am broken all over everything hurts someone please tell me how not to care me
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08-30-2015, 09:26 PM | #147 | |||
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(((((((( EVA ))))))))
Wrapped in Divine Healing Love Eva, may you heal from the pain. May you be given insight in how to handle your relationship with Christine. May Christine gain insight into how she is hurting you, others and herself with her emotional reactivity. May she heal from her inner pain. May she find healthier alternative behaviors. Much Love, DejaVu |
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08-31-2015, 05:15 AM | #148 | |||
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Dear Eva,
Switch off your love, put aside your emotions and become a callous, bitter woman! BUT that is not you, nor will it ever be. One who loves is always at risk of heartache caused by others. The option, being an unfeeling, empty shell, unable to connect with anyone or anything - or even Him - is too great a loss to contemplate. Dave.
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08-31-2015, 10:21 AM | #149 | |||
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everything i know and understand
to be a mother is to be a listener and teacher i love for my children for them to one day be happy with their life i have lost everything my job i miss dearly a job that landed me it was a sweet job in all my years of hard work it was the sweetest for politics screwed up and i was found to be in the "right" and a job made for me there might be some who understand what this meant in my time working never was a job at EMS late as these puppies would fall asleep and i would have to wake them this was a perk for them i didn't mind as many were working two jobs and or going to school no doubt i kept the division honest and was a asset my child mentally lost body in a non repairable she is not recommended to become pregnant anymore as her kidneys are in very bad condition she is back on insulin the protein in her urine out of control her sugar most times spike over 300 almost a norm for her i tried to explain how she needs to take the bull by the horns and take control of your body not to treat it how she does for that moment she was receptive to listening at some of the options she already has and to start not to just talk but actions will make us see you mean what you say there isn't anything i wouldn't do for my granddaughter or my children for that matter i am hurt tired trusting disgusted used abused falling to pieces angry honestly is e v e r y t h i n g my fault of course i know better that doesn't make it okay to dump on me i presented a Bible to my daughter Christine in my packages made up for her and Eva when she briefly had an apartment in it i forgot to remove two items first a tiny book my father must have had it given to when he was a pilot for the Second world war it had his picture with him in pilot uniform a face shot goggles and head piece pilot jacket second a picture of peanut the last child aborted and am blamed for that also nevertheless i was searching for the pictures and remembered they were in between the pages of the bible i ask for them back yesterday she thinks i gave the book with my fathers picture and then peanut i explained i wanted her to have the Bible but kindly return the items the reaction was a raging animal this from a mother who asks her to please try the birth control pill it helps hormone levels in check that is only now being considered but her behavior towards me **** off i'm not getting any help she doesn't even do her laundry really really it's not me this i know me
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08-31-2015, 11:52 AM | #150 | |||
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