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07-16-2016, 03:15 PM | #341 | |||
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I ask for his hand every single moment Like you said Driven into helplessness I'm having a hard time these past three day Nothing letting up Constant grasp for air Love Me
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07-16-2016, 08:08 PM | #342 | |||
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A wreck I am
Keeping it to myself Coming here when I just can't cry anymore Just a little bit more And I hope to fall asleep My head want to blow it hurts so badly I can't make things better This I understand The will to keep going Heavenly Father I believe it is All your will be done On earth As it is in heaven Feed me your love Be my rock Sooth my soul Me
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07-17-2016, 07:22 AM | #343 | |||
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They cannot reach me anymore unless the write me old school
A difficult thing having to block you children I will push through my day And focus Love Me
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07-17-2016, 11:18 AM | #344 | ||
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Eva,
Pray our Mother Mary will watch over them as our Heavenly Father entrusted her with His Only Begotten Son, Jesus. Gerry |
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07-23-2016, 06:14 AM | #345 | |||
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Having heard from my eldest was precious
I could always see in her what she couldn't see herself If that be my gift So be it While speaking with her And her awesome newest longest strive ever She is a published poet Got her first box delivered Thought I would like to know While on the phone I hear my dog Barking for his treats A healthy feed dog Veggies some restricted of course As some are deadly to dogs Barking away as Saraeve making her salad for dinner Just thinking about him and am somber Missing him with my heart Missing him To watch the pet segment while watching the news Got me this morning It was good to hear him strong in bark Not complacent Even with his disease Cushing He is fourteen years old Getting up there And need to spend time with him Need it Need his love It just hurts terribly When having him as a baby Not wanted in the building Although it is in the lease allowable if by doctors recccomedations There is a place in my heart for our family pet Let him go with my eldest She needs him more medically speaking He warns all by barking she is going into a seizure A great dog we have as our furry family Hearing him so strong in bark Was a good sign he's doing good Missing him Me
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07-26-2016, 02:28 PM | #346 | ||
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hi eva. i hope you're having a better day today. just wanted you to know i was thinking of you. soft hugs.
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07-30-2016, 07:25 AM | #347 | |||
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Having to deal with a rude inconsiderate neighbor
Since moving to this floor now having two bed room opposed to a studio literally one room three of us On point There began to be a sort of a problem Not remembering the damage she caused to my floors Having left her tub fill with water and forget and falls asleep causing major water damage Renters insurance I have While the short lived time in the studio I suffered water damage and the insurance was used for the vey first time having renters insurance since I was twenty two I know a long time Never having to have to use it I was covered for the damages And the owner matched what the insurance paid As it wasn't much On point When coming to the ninth floor And the situation I was in with this so called accident would have been believable but other circumstances personal ones Such as knocking on my door looking for drugs Such for pain not once but twice and doesn't remember After the flood into my apartment My damage was NOT covered because it was to close to the last situation on the sixteenth floor That was a burst pipe She forgets the start of our neighborly introduction Back in march the noise that elimates from her bedroom Right above my room The layout exactly like mine She is up and down all hours in a twenty four hour period Mostly up in the evening When it became out of control in volume Dragging her furniture after 11:00 PM Is unexceptable And the sound of what i can just imaginge being like a bag of pebbles in a sock and dropping it with rhythm as to attract her dog I say this because when getting our dogs attention we would use his squeaky toy On point After 11:30 news I turn off the TV meditate a bit And she starts Having gone to apartment twice at two in the morning Was enough I then took it to management I was told by management to call security This I did at 1:30 AM Having just about falling asleep she starts I have it recorded including calling the security guard John and told him I was instructed to call him first Well he calls me back Begins to say She was bloodshot and a bathroad on "Like I woke her up" I then told him about what I have done Until I was told by management to call him With his insinuating I am wrong According to his "assessment" of someone who lives in her bathrobe is in my opinion an addict and alcoholic shows anger since asking her to please stop whatever it is she does after 11:00PM ISN'T unreasonable We were suppose to meet sometime this past week Called management Nobody home Then when I started up again Having to live with the disruption and harassed with malicious behavior Has increased in intensity For some who do terrible things For blank and giggles You fill in the blank our security guard basically said It isn't her Yet did not want to listen to the recording She is out of control at times It took my child to tell him My mother isn't hearing things I hear it also Why are some so warped And have nothing better but be rude and out of control It's in the lease To be respectful to one other Never having spoken for any length of time Just hello goodbye The noise has got to stop And calling security as I was instructed to do so the next time she does it Did not turn out well So what to do I won't bother security I will call the police It just an aweful situation What to do till Monday No sleep Will try and sleep now She was just terrible And security made his assement Without hearing the recording Wrong
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07-30-2016, 09:02 PM | #348 | ||
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hi eva. i'm so sorry you're having to deal with this. i hope you can get some rest tonight. love and hugs.
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"Thanks for this!" says: | eva5667faliure (07-31-2016), PamelaJune (07-30-2016) |
07-31-2016, 08:35 AM | #349 | |||
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Did not edit Got most of the stuff out It was three in the morning lights out after dealing with security And was up just before 7:00 in the morning I was upset writing And my point I was trying to get across Mental illness at it best Having a GOOD understanding about mental illness it is within my own family Myself included To recognize another In other words some people under the influence as I know the neighbor only by my personal experience On the nineteenth floor was an issue for many in this building I did not play the corrupt political game Yet many talk And I associate with nobody Other then when I have to go out If I rode the elevator two hundred times living here In the last five years is much But I will alway be courteous Why she came looking for drugs I haven't a clue But I never gave her any And when she did the alcohol just oozed from her pours Let alone her breath This at my door Point I shouldn't have to put up with this kind of rude behavior Heavenly Father working through me Trying to handle it as gently as possible taking into consideration her obvious problem Why do I say that Anybody seeking medicines outside of what their doctor prescribes to them Is a sign of abuse if drugs given Anything above and beyond what a doctor gives a patient for relief of pain I say this because that is what she asked for I do not see on the outside any indication of physical pain But I know very well One could look just fine one the outside and cannot see ones pain And whatever the case may be She knocked on my door inebriated My daughter after having to hear what she does Took it to security when telling me his assement "She answered the door bloodshot eyes and a bathrobe" Having said this to my child who took care of business confirming the disturbance was bloodshot eyed himself just having his newborn and two other girls Point Anybody can have bloodshot eyes and throw on a robe at 1:30 in the morning Point She is up most of the night And sleeps in the day I can hear everything each footstep It became an issue When it wakes me out of sleep Wakes my grandchild out of sleep then wakes me This isn't okay It is in the early morning hours When most are sleeping I turn the tv off at 11:30 after the evening news And try to retire So love thy neighbor I tried by asking her twice to please stop This action was fuel to her fire All for blank and giggles Simply no other reason I will be meeting with a mentally ill woman Let this not become a reason for here to continue It is understood she isn't well to begin with Yet I cannot allow her to continue to be disruptive and it affect my dwelling Unfortunately I cannot make it out into the world My life taken on so many levels And I do have compassion for anyone suffering Whatever the case may be that has caused this behavior will be understood and stopped Upon meeting with her in the very near few days All I want to say to her is WHY? That all Not let her or anyone to ever get the better of Me I cannot give my power away Living the way Heavenly Father would want me to This is what I pray for Learning to pray for others And I am Free of it Amen Love Me
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07-31-2016, 07:34 PM | #350 | |||
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Eva, be careful meeting this stranger in her appt, a corridor or even your own appt, be wary of bringing her in to your life. You already have so much going on. Is it possible to invite her for a coffee downstairs if your apartment block has one or in a coffee shop very near by if one not next door. You have much to share, but not with a stranger, be as open as you can without letting your guard down. Try to get over you are more concerned with your grandchilds sleep rather than your own disruption. Some people live to make others lives difficult, but she might be more ameniable to mending her ways if she can see the child is affected. Just please be careful, don't let her know you are vulnerable. We know only to well how unpredictable strangers in our life can be
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I can still remember what life was like before pain became my life long companion Last edited by PamelaJune; 07-31-2016 at 08:50 PM. |
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