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10-21-2016, 08:20 AM | #391 | |||
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"To believe I have a purpose
To believe I too matter To believe I too can be happy" I'm glad to read these positive thoughts Eva. You do matter, and you are loved I think you should print out your last post as a reindeer to yourself that you do have a purpose, you do matter, and you can (and have a right to) be happy |
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10-21-2016, 12:26 PM | #392 | |||
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I have decided
rather than not find help I feel I desperately need to return to a new psychotherapist that works in my pain specialist office he has brought her in his office And start all over AGAIN I said after pouring out my life story with previous help and denied me help when needed him most failed me Not just once but Twice I never wanted to do it all over again However What do I have to loose I need help with this horrible depression it is a battle every single day It is deep within Deep What do I have to loose Me
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10-23-2016, 08:05 AM | #393 | |||
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I am so sad
So so sad A promise to pick Eva up from father so time could be spent with mom dad and grandmother supervising Once again I had to wipe her tears away Make it better Never again My grandchild has a little heart that is just so big for them I cannot understand How can I prevent it from happening I can't The only thing I can tell them the next time I talk to them Always Christine knew when a promise is made they must follow through Another day I have to rearrange everything So she is not unhappy I just want to scream Just scream What wrong with them What's has happened to my daughter This isn't how I raised them So sad for her Me
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10-25-2016, 09:42 AM | #394 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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calling the doctor
was told i am 100% covered then i call psychotherapist Kristen after about 10 min. of a brief reason i was seeking her help totally ****** me off i get going to school and getting an education that becomes one's profession she wants up front every visit $150.00 each session and i would have to submit paperwork for reimbursement are you f'in kidding me oh you're not happy what the insurance company pays out i am sick of the doctors insurance companies pharmaceutical companies lawyers and the corrupt twisted self promoting and the in the end a lobbyist just look at whats going on with the election process i already cast my vote about three weeks ago absentee ballot "IT" WAS RETURNED because the postal service machine did not recognize the address it was to go to so it's a process with the postal service worker having to submit "IT" in a special way as it now gets handled differently it made national news i live in one of the most CORRUPT states in the country New Jersey i know this to be true personal experience having worked on a municipal level this is where ALL of the corruption begins i worked the polls i drove seniors to the polls no more NEVER EVER AGAIN for the elitist this is a well oiled machine i need help but money outrageous charges are asked by the poor as we are poor and i have a voice however similar to what was said about our OBAMACARE WE THE ILL disabled look at our vets and how they are treated the most recent news a vet took his life while waiting for hours to be see for what tops 10 minutes give me am f'in break they WENT TOWAR FOR THIS COUNTRY the land of the free and BRAVE i was an immigrant went through the PROCESS that is in place became a citizen along with my parents and middle sister and to know how the process is just overlooked and making many citizens in the manner of what we are now learning MAKES ME SICK HERE WE GO MENTAL illness a profession that has been abused and i having personal experience of doctors so quickly getting persons hooked on certain drugs again MY OWN PERSONAL EXPERIENCE makes me sick now i get that one acquires a profession that can be lucrative but where are i and soooo many others who lose their private insurance like i did left with are you kidding me $150.00 a pop every session that lasts what 40 minutes it makes me sick how corrupt this country has become in the end you cannot trust any politician look at "BRIDGEGATE" i have turned republican in the last three years i have given the democratic party enough time to get it right now to say Christy had no clue about the "cluster duck" that happened a republican trying to intimidate those who were clearly instructed what to do are you kidding me MONEY POWER THE ELITE are the only ones who get whatever it is they may need i am sick lost my job because i got sick i cannot return back to work after a neurosurgeon botched and tried to lie through his teeth changed my life forever and not have to answer to the corrupt manner in which my case was handled look DMV is giving my child a difficult time getting a state ID bringing in all necessary documents proper points needed refusing to provide the services so she can cash her check the reason DMV is so hard core with the wrong people such as my daughter it was the DMV AGENCY FOUND TO BE CORRUPT giving out licenses to so many illegally for cash that's right but "THEY" will not recognize it noooooo this they want to sweep under the rug many things are RIGGED AND IT SICKENS ME EVEN MORE money money money the ROOT of all evil just look at whats going on with our election process it is supposed to be sacred RIGHT The birth certificates in hudson county state of NEW JERSEY since the 1960 found that they are invalid and MUST go to TRENTON to obtain a valid document that is recognized as a person who was born in this country as birth certificates were given out to God knows how many illegals THE TRUTH PERSONAL EXPERIENCE WITH ONE OF MY CHILDREN MY SISTER are you kidding me all i want is someone to please help me with my depression right at $150.00 a pop awaiting to hear from either insurance company or doctor as i called the insurance company as the doctor requested i do and the insurance company said they would call and speak to her personally i'm sick and getting sicker and cannot get the help i need without f'in outrageous up front charges it just sickens me just something else to add to my plate it ALL s.u.c.k.s. me
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10-26-2016, 05:09 AM | #395 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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Unable to get through to doctors the insurance company provided
As the doctors left practice pull out of the program Office does not exist anymore All day tryi g to find a doctor No luck I have resigned from trying to find a doctor The tries to find a doctor that is happy with what they are paid for services rendered Not anymore Done Just so done Me
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10-31-2016, 05:37 AM | #396 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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We are all having a hard time
We understand he is in a much better place We just loved him so hard It hurts just as much Even harder He was a great friend On who never left your side if you were true He lived a happy life We loved him so much We love him even harder Especially now that he is gone His eyes forever will I see My time with him a month ago Was time that I knew his time was close He is so very much missed There is a hole in our hearts He is missed Me
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11-02-2016, 06:45 AM | #397 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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May all those who touched my life
Forever remembered Happiness is my wish for all Good bye Me
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11-02-2016, 07:13 AM | #398 | |||
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Eva are you with loved ones? You sound like you shouldn't be alone right now, it's been a tough week, month, year for you I know and I wish I could say with certainty it will get better. Truth is we don't know, but we keep trying. Do stay strong, don't go, you are right in you have touched the lives of many, I'm one.
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11-02-2016, 08:06 AM | #399 | |||
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And I can't find a doctor who will help me with all of it As I do what is in my power And leave the rest in the hands of Heavenly Father I am broken on just so many levels I am just getting so tired I have done my very best And am given more to deal with I will try With all my being Me
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11-02-2016, 02:20 PM | #400 | |||
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Sending you warmth, love and virtual hugs my friend. Is it possible to ask your last doctor to refer you to another?
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