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09-23-2017, 12:10 PM | #561 | |||
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Not my life
But that she be safe Is just playing On and on and on Oh dear Father Watch over all of them The pictures are BEAUTIFUL AS YOU SHINE Your light on me Thank you dear friend Thank you Much love to you and yours She really did squash me It does hurt terribly Me
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09-24-2017, 05:49 AM | #562 | |||
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There is this hole in my heart
Since a little girl Trying so hard to heal her A never ending task J think how dark the abyss can be How hard to heal As I watch Eva and see me Me And I try so hard not for her to have ANY WORRIES But she has I can see it It's there Deep inside her And I try to not let that horrible feeling to find its way to her heart What a brilliant little angel How can the adults not try all they can to put their lives in order Look at this little girl To LOOK AT HER mom falling off the wagon Going to try and speak to her today My youngest calls Tells me she is depressed Hangs up and never calls back I don't know anymore I just don't know For if I did not have the almighty holding me together I just don't know Her mom just cannot stay away And the other is following right behind My boy not a word My eldest I haven't a clue As for myself I have the jewel And am having a little trouble getting help Getting her off to school You would thing all else aside I would get the help needed Oh dear Father Kneed this heart back to a place I can do it I can do it Lift the pain this body suffers Let me not feel the hurt having to push myself Let me not be angered by what has happened I trust in Your promises I trust that I know better Help me make it happen Allow this body to feel good Not to give up But To understand the difference I cannot control anything but Me
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09-24-2017, 10:52 PM | #563 | ||
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Hi Eva. Thinking of you and hoping you know you are not alone. Sending many hugs and prayers your way.
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09-25-2017, 05:46 PM | #564 | |||
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It was a very difficult hard productive day I had to do it all by myself I i so could have used help They are all about themselves No clue what it takes to raise a child and do chores Me
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09-25-2017, 07:45 PM | #565 | |||
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Therein lies the problem with millenials - it's the word chore, as if it is something extra to be done rather than inclusive to the passage of daily living. Where we were raised to do these things as a means to get ny, maybe even get pocket money. Millennials SEEM to believe they are doing us a FAVOUR & the task at hand is not essential to daily living. Hope you are ok.
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09-25-2017, 10:04 PM | #566 | |||
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It is so true So true And I want to smack myself How gullible can I be What's wrong with me that I just don't cut ties It's this lifestyle that we have had no idea how they all have become somebody else I don't know them anymore I haven't changed for the weak I was maimed That includes the balloons I do not wear a bra the breakthrough on the left called a double bubble This body Spirit not only broken But I cannot believe how physically broken it is It hurts so badly getting her in an out of the car seat What a pain But got to keep her safe Mom writes me how she can't believe she let it get so bad My response You just don't get I'm not your enemy So on point My dear friend Bingo Thanks you get it Oh dear friend You get it Me
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09-27-2017, 04:42 AM | #567 | |||
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Mother and father at each other's throat
He wants to slice her up She wants to live with it Call an agency to come to the house just for crap a giggles Not to help But wants to start trouble And we are the ones to feel all the crap the adults are going through A simple request to help take her to school I get up feed her get her ready for the day Have to take her Then pick her up and finish up the day It is just unbelievable what they are capable of Still getting high Still drinking Still still still When will this all just stop Me
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09-27-2017, 08:29 PM | #568 | |||
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I will never
Never have any mercy for my granddaughters mother My child To have my granddaughter be subjected to social workers and to see if she is well taken care of Her crying they want to take her away I will not have it in me to forgive No never will I forget what it was like when o was a little girl And to see her go through this I have been broken but this took it to a new level No coming back They were happy with all But my daughter to pull this Because she can't have it her way So I'll damage my child for who knows how long Never Ever As I am alive Never Me
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09-28-2017, 03:45 AM | #569 | |||
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Eva you describe far from what was once a loving daughter anymore, your words trigger thoughts of jealousy & spite. I know little of your life, but you seem to do it all and then more. I am deeply saddened she thought calling social in would bring a measure of happiness to your granddaughters life. It is your granddaughter who should be front & centre, but I imagine there is the opportunity for some sort of cash flow should you be deemed unfit. I pray I'm wrong and things can settle down.
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09-28-2017, 04:11 AM | #570 | |||
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God knows and I pray It is not easy But I will till I drop Never ever could I imagine she would do harm to Her Praying Me
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