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10-01-2017, 04:32 AM
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I have had a terrible night Up since 2:00 And cannot stop you know what The tears are dry now My granddaughter turns awake to hug me My sister to come and help me today with laundry Oh PamelaJune It hurts so hard But I must What is wrong I should not feel this lonely And afraid She may be pregnant My youngest did exactly what the babies mother did Not a word I'm so scared Oh PamelaJune What is wrong with me It hurts so hard The abandoned feeling And to look at this child and her worrying is not an option She will fight with me The mother now calls not when she shouldn't Off the hook She does not want to talk to her And I'm the bad guy She did this All of it And I'm letting it affect me Trying so hard not to but it is I will dear one I have but this place to come to I know you get I know you do Thanks So where from here I don't know Love Me
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | PamelaJune (10-01-2017), RSD ME (10-01-2017) |
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10-01-2017, 02:01 PM
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Dear Eva. I'm so sorry you are going through this. When I feel lost and alone I pray to God to help me find my way and hold onto blind Faith that I will find my way. God has never let me down and I believe he won't let you down either. Take care of yourself and your Granddaughter and hold onto Hope One Day at a Time. God will take it from there. Just keep moving forward. That helps me with my troubles. Sending many hugs your way.
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | eva5667faliure (10-01-2017), PamelaJune (10-01-2017) |
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10-01-2017, 04:17 PM
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To hold on to hope and faith This is wher I get the love And it feels good Because you all care As I do in return Love Me
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | PamelaJune (10-01-2017), RSD ME (10-02-2017) |
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10-02-2017, 02:28 AM
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You are never alone here Eva. You have been there to help me with the difficult times I've had with my brother's addiction and I am here for you too. You are a kind and caring person and your granddaughter is lucky to have you. And no matter what happens she will always carry your love inside her heart. Love never dies. I hope you remember to take care of yourself because you are special and matter in this world too.
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | eva5667faliure (10-02-2017), PamelaJune (10-03-2017) |
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10-02-2017, 07:52 PM
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Eva’s mother left this evening to a Christian based rehab facility
FOR A YEAR There is hope My youngest negative My son apologized All in the day To you all My love for holding me up I am overwhelmed Thank you all for holding me And not letting go In prayer for all Amen
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10-03-2017, 05:59 AM
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As I pray for my family
I also pray for all here And to all after the horrible horrible horrible killings May they rest in the almighty arms of Heavenly Father And even more for the ones left behind to forever having to live with the ones taken by a single person God grant serenity For those to The wisdom to understand the unimaginable Amen
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | PamelaJune (10-03-2017), RSD ME (10-03-2017) |
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10-04-2017, 05:52 AM
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Another day
And it has a routine God help this body calm Keep my pressure under control It goes through the roof so easily Then coming home and the routine again Don’t know how I did it all alone with my children Zippo help Fed them a full breakfast And I don’t have to say all that needs to be done In addition I suffer from OCD So when my routine is intrupted it throws all of That in my mind I know Have been always aware of it outcome to both spine surgery First time failed to fuse And then failed by nurses doctor that took me out Talk about domino affect It slowly took the entire body So point I need to take care of me As I’m it all God watch over all of us Help me calm Help me to understand that you have a plan for the rest of my life here on this planet With my love to all Me
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10-04-2017, 11:59 AM
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Trying to keep it together
The emotional ups and downs It’s taking a toll Holding on with all my might Holding on to Heavenly Father Along that this feel leave sooner than later Oh how I don’t like this feeling Me
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | PamelaJune (10-04-2017), RSD ME (10-06-2017) |
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10-05-2017, 11:52 AM
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After a very difficult night with my problematic tenant above
They found out the truth And she now will be moved Never did I want it to get to that point But it has gone on long enough Prayers answered It explains why she was behaving as she did all night and morning long Amen
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | PamelaJune (10-05-2017), RSD ME (10-06-2017) |
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10-07-2017, 05:12 PM
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Mother left rehab
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