As we looked in each other’s eyes
It was clearly understood
How we not only loved each other
But I mean this to the core
We understood each other
In the latter part of his life
My eldest had him as he would warn us all even her befor a seizure was about to come on
Oh sweet Father
I see his eyes as I write this
So missed
So very missed
And yes the tears
I have cried an ocean
But he was so very loved
Thank you to all that get it
And for those who have no clue what they miss out as their love is unconditional
Love
Me

Than more anybody would have walk away
Time for me to walk
Not to be walked all over
I am appalled at how my youngest child and who she is today
I have to walk the things she thinks that are okay
So not to embarrassed to even talk about it
It isn’t who o raised
To take from anyone without a boo
Is WRONG
Let me be forgot not just when they need anything from me
How to be selfish an not care
How
How does a person just take and think it’s okay
Someone please explain that
Me

When she was sick in the hospital
She doesn’t even know it
My selfish children
Oh how self centered
If I had the ability
The day would have been much different for my grandchild
She what’s a Dalmatian
Homemade costume my middle finger right hand bled from sewing
No thimble to be found
Gave her an hour
And to have given her money to eat
Wasn’t used on her
What’s the use
Why bother I say to myself
Why
Me

Mother home from facility
Left staturday
It’s wednesday
And authorities involved
Youngest broke her promise to her niece
Done

"No Words" I've written this before so I know you know it's from the depth of my heart.

I understand
I know

Eva,
If possible; please include a picture of "little angel Eva". It's been a while; she is nourished by your love.

As you mentioned unconditional love given by your pet; I'll bet you see the same unconditional love in little Eva's eyes. I understand it is tempting for you to feel like giving up; but you must be there for her.

Love & Prayers,
Gerry

You know it
I wish I new how to post a picture of her in her Dalmatian costume
Don’t have the help
I will try
And yes I am but I pick up scripture first thing
Ask yo be held tightly
So tightly that it just to counter all the other pain I feel
Thanks for you care
Love
Me

I know things can get harder
So I ask that Heavenly Father hold me tightly
The phone off the hook
Looking for me to make things better
This includes my sisters second husband
Walk death
Had a liver transplant
On dialysis
Walks out of the hospital
Whenever he wants a drink
And to shoot up
The worst of it his mother Catherine call my home phone
I did not pick up
What else can I say
He is diseased and doesn’t want to do anything about it
How he get persons to bring him vodka strangers while in the hospital
Has no interest about his life
So does all he can until his body cannot take anymore
My children mother and youngest off the hook
My youngest I’ll with a woman’s problem
And calls me
Mom I don’t know what to do
Asked did you take your temperature
Response no thermometer
Was waiting for his mother to come home
This trash bag who has my daughter can’t even get a thermometer
I am certain it is a UTI that is traveling
She says she had the chills
FEVER
fever
I am so stressed out
Thus just a tiny bit of what yesterday had to hold
So we are into the new day
Hold me Heavenly Father
Hold me so tight
Me

Will do my very best
Not
For it to get the best of me
Baby sister came and helped with the laundry
She is my angel
She travels far just to come and help
Heavenly Father
Give her a happy day
Let her feel my love and appreciation
Amen