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12-28-2014, 01:07 AM | #1 | ||
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I'm Grammy to my grandchildren...ages 8 to 17. My son lost his way in June but found us again this month. He had to find his way back by himself. Nothing I could do for him at that point. Finally stood up for myself for the first time ever with either of my kids. After what I've been through I realized I have to protect myself, my sanity, my happiness. I think of you often and hope you get relief. Your daughter is an amazing woman ! I know you are so proud of her. And yes, I have a 'someone' to talk to. I also have a wonderful daughter that listens to me, cooks for me and is who I rely on for almost everything. She has strong shoulders that girl of mine. Take care and know I'm thinking of you sweet Lady Debi from Georgia |
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12-28-2014, 02:14 PM | #2 | |||
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well the days of a new year i upon us shortly
the cold is here to much to do just to get ready to go anywhere my eyes open find i have slept in fetal position all night then to stretch out my body take my morning meds with hot coffee to get it in my system as quick as possible and strong coffee with the headache i have every morning doctors orders rather than taking otc pain relief and then i'll pinch the skin between my my thumb and pointer finger try it sometimes especially when it's kicking my gut is empty waiting for my belly laughs i do not know what happened to me in every way does this mean the devil gets a piece of me it is not him i seek it is my Almighty Father with that worn flannel shirt that has the smell of true love my angels who are my protectors as i ask the angels assigned to watch over each of my family members i do not know why i am in this terrible funk well the years are coming and going hope to still have the opportunity for love in my life from a human being who is open to getting to know and come to love who i am in Jesus name who can make anything happen the happiness of my children priority yet i don't want to be forgotten Father i love you and must trust in you those who feel as i do and cannot shake it don't do anything at all there Will be another day love me
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12-28-2014, 05:01 PM | #3 | ||
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Who would ever forget your dear, sweet, wonderful writings ?
You walk with the Father and keep the faith for a lot of us on here. Good things are coming your way. I have faith. Debi from Georgia |
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12-28-2014, 06:38 PM | #4 | |||
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that was a present in disguise this is a wonderful place AMEN
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12-28-2014, 07:14 PM | #5 | |||
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Take time for your Good Self, you are worth more than you know. Dave. |
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12-28-2014, 09:25 PM | #6 | |||
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12-29-2014, 12:45 AM | #7 | ||
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I am so happy to learn your son is back. That had to been so difficult; but you were wise to leave it to him to find his way back. Wishing more good things will come your way in 2015. Gerry |
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01-04-2015, 03:02 PM | #8 | |||
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the pain so bad last night
my hands i speak of was unbearable the water works not making anything feel better a reminder of my decline something i don't want to know i am dropping most everything eventually in my day i'd say 50 drops of whatever might be in my hands eventually falls i could take meds such as Lyrica it was one of several we tried for my neurological damage and problems with the side effects deadly blisters in my mouth heart palpation and i do remember my hands and feet were pain free magic number was 4 tablets i forget how many mg i will not experiment anymore and to read all the problems people have coming off the drug i'm glad my body did not have a chance to become a necessary intake for being on it for that amount of time my choice hence my pain as i clearly understand i have two independent things going on mechanical and neurological unable to take meds for neurological cannabis Does help with the burning or cold but mostly the pain so bad i am itching my hands and feet so for whatever it's worth i can only do such when available so many things screwed up just keep going on though depression has set in and has made itself at home in my brain most know how i type with an pencil eraser head my hands me
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01-04-2015, 07:16 PM | #9 | |||
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It's not your hands that make you drop,
But gravity playing her cruel tricks As she does when she takes my legs away. Our medications give us hope, Then savagely take away - The side effects causing more pain. Typing with pencil end, as I type one-fingered, Sight double and blurred, deleting - Yet still making the Connection. The natural Weed brings the relief That chemicals fail to provide. God, in His Infinite Wisdom. Depression in the mind, of the mind, Fought by love of Grandchildren, Family, friends - The Lord. |
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01-05-2015, 01:28 AM | #10 | |||
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