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02-04-2015, 02:32 AM | #1 | |||
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it has a hold on me
the most depressing birthday ever another year big deal though this pain this pain is the one that never leaves me
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02-04-2015, 12:52 PM | #2 | |||
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The Pain bites harder, The Mood grows darker, The World is Hateful. My Thoughts come warmer, My Love grows stronger, The World is Mellow. Dave. |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | eva5667faliure (02-05-2015), ger715 (02-04-2015) |
02-04-2015, 09:01 PM | #3 | ||
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Eva, I do agree the 24/7 pain is a constant uninvited interference in our lives. Before bedtime, I pray not to fear starting a new day. I realized fear was one of my biggest enemies. Just knowing what awaits; the spine pain, along with the heavy pailful legs; but the worst is the burning ankles and feet making walking; even with a cane quite unsteady and difficult. Unfortunately when I anticipate the pain; fear take over and it becomes even worse. Again; one day at a time; hoping for a little laughter. Eva; you remember the "belly" laugh. How often you would include that in your sign off; Praying you will once again experience the laughter. Gerry |
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02-06-2015, 05:44 PM | #4 | |||
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no sense talking about that
when me
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02-09-2015, 01:18 AM | #5 | |||
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all remains the same
and the explanations make no sense i have no desire to get me going me
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02-14-2015, 01:49 PM | #6 | |||
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I have so many thoughts that go thru this very very sick yet educated myself with my life lessons
and less thank a week i woke up with the feeling i have to get ready for work my routine changed in a moments rest before getting in the shower as everyone slept ONLY i eventually and quickly realized i have no place to go this is what i have been trying to explain until it came to me last week my eldest daughter expressed to me how i shouldn't have had any children maybe i shouldn't have been born not the case where do i put that crazy i'm not out spoken i could be i am not in any good way so many things terrible things going on and all of it out of my hands my not wanting to feel is a constant what was going through my mind until she rang the doorbell at 12:30 in the morning not hearing from her all day because she bailed him out in my mind she was chopped up her body parts scattered no teeth hands or feet this is what was on my mind yesterday evening i ask anyone how does this mind go there this is nuts am i nuts depression evil thoughts all unwanted to be held and told it will be just fine rest get better and don't worry i'll take care of things for a bit my dream that's all it is tired of all my heart a stone tired of hearing i still hear a fight in you done me
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Lara (02-15-2015) |
02-14-2015, 04:29 PM | #7 | |||
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When our mind is Dark, our thoughts easily turn to the Dark and Twisted, no matter how much we fight. We are vulnerable to our inner weaknesses, I offer no solution to this - I have little for myself.
However, you have the inner strength of your loving Faith to draw on. You have the outer strength of your Friends here, loving and willing for you to improve, to feel some respite. Let those strengths support you through the days and nights. Dave. |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | eva5667faliure (02-14-2015), Lara (02-15-2015) |
02-14-2015, 11:24 PM | #8 | |||
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I have you and so many others here Who love me and keep me going as i am near giving up I am tired of everything I have you and others keeping me Afloat Afloat Amen
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