and for that i thank you all
i cannot express the inner pain
she walked out sometime in the early morning hours
and says sorry i won't do it again
that my friend will never be the case
BUT FOR EVA I KEEP MYSELF AROUND
HOW CAN SHE WALK OUT ON HER CHILD
GIVING HER CORISSA'S ROOM SO MOTHER AND DAUGHTER
CAN CUDDLE
MY GRANDDAUGHTER CAME IN MY ROOM AT 4:OO IN THE MORNING CRYING WHERE IS MOMMY
I SWOOPED HER UP PUT HER IN BED WITH ME AND CORISSA
SHE ASKED TO HOLD HER HAND
SHE HELD ON SO TIGHTLY SHE WOULD SHAKE
AND ALL I COULD TELL HER
mimma and titi (corissa) will Never leave you
she says i know mimma
then asked why was mommy so sneaky
i am sooooooooooooooooo saaaaaaaaaaaaaad
i am tired of the disappointed
you know where i want to be
not yet
and when i'm gone
that will be it
i cannot feel anything but
sadness
pain
abandoned
tired
throwing in the towel
where is my Faith
what happened to it
me