Dear Eva,

Sorry to hear about the Zonegran, better to move on to something else than be sick like this.

As for your life meaning 'diddle squat', the measure of a life is the impact one has on those around her/him, and the deeds one does. In that respect, your life is measured by the truckload you mean so much to so many people here and there. You are not treated as you should be in the Real World, but none around you could function without you, could they?

As for the pain, I hear you! I have been suffering exponentially worse from my neck and back recently. The stress of the upcoming liver scan is not helping, added to that from my sister's operation.

So let us feel sorry for each other, and use those thoughts to pray the Depression lifts a little for us - just for a laugh and a baby's smile.

Dave.

Of course having you at my side means everything
As we can go through this turd together
I mean honestly
Sure I can force much to make
everyone's else's turd okay
as I deteriorate with everything I own
What part of I won't EVER BE ABLE WORK AGAIN
crap
Now I'm angry

Ill stop now
And support even in
Depression
Me