Please be careful Eva, you say she is ill, I presume of the mind and therefore potentially unpredictable. Practice safety for this weekend and future, if she is doing this for s##t and giggles now, there is strong possibility she will escalate her activities. Please be safe xx

You are correct in your assement
I do not go near her
This is why I called the police dept twice last night
They were very gracious and heard the audio of this woman above me
They explained if they should have to return
She will be subjected to a summons
I have taken the route to do this by law and protocol
And we stay away from her and will never ride the elavator if she is on it
I get it
But I don't have to put up with it
Living here for forty years as she told one of the officers means what
That she can behave as she pleases
No
Won't put up with it
I came from a home before moving here
Who had the building taken from him he was such a horrible landlord and was found guilty but filled his pockets with loans and never applied it to the building he built and found to have taken many short cuts
No insulation no retaining wall windows to small and on and on and on
This tells me much if this is her mentality
Many who live here for a long time made up their own rules
And here comes Eva from a corrupt building into another
Only this is a section 8 building and there are many who do not belong here and the going rate to get in is $10,000 that is starting and much more
How do I know this
Knowing my rights
I needed to be put into a two bedroom apt
Not a studio with three people
And getting the two bedroom
Many in the building who I do not know would approach me and ask how much did I pay to get in here and get a two bedroom
In addition to that I know two who paid to come in here and were qualified to come into the building
Personal experiences
Horrible isn't it
I have nothing to hide
And donot believe such behavior should be allowed
I will not be the one to open them can of worms
This will happen soon
It's catching up to them
But I will heed to you warning
I am as careful as I can
Your a gem
Thanks much
Feel good
Love
Me

Do I allow myself to get hurt
It's the same thing over and over again
And there is one thing I look for that means most to me and that is honesty
I do not know my child
It is a terrible thing how I'm reduced to texting her
She doesn't hear mi call it being plugged in
You know the ear phone
It's terrible
It truly a problem
This generation of children are so disconnected to what really matters
And until she learns that she will never understand
She speaks to me with such disrespect
With such a fresh tone
And all I have ever done was always be where ever she needed me
I created this
I am the only one who can stop it
I am so not appreciated
So unhappy when it is just one sided so impersonal
No conversation only when she wants to
And it's always a crises
It's me
My own fault
I have to stop it
When one gets treated in such a manner
One begins to thing
Who cares
It doesn't matter anymore
Me

We are all sick with a cold
Eva will be home yet another day
It took a turn for the better a bit yesterday
By end if evening a fever
If returns again in the next 24hours
I will have to take her to the doctors
The weather not doing me any favors
My entire upper right quarter is just so bad
The burn with the pain
My skin is on fire
Yet there is a direct spot I can point to where it hurts the most and that where it all began
Took my meds at 7:00 as usual with my coffee
Waiting for it to wash over my body
It's just horrible
Oncologist and halter monitor
Hope she gets better today
Going through the motions
Do my usual meditation hoping to empower myself enough with the Book that comforts me with its words
Everyday something new
And almost 100% of the time it's exactly what I need to hear
I know Heavenly Father listens
Me

Hoping it will pass soon
Done
Me

Something I would do in a hop skip a jump
No problem
Your hungry
I make you breakfast
My child got up to turn on the TV for her
But I get up and put up a cup of coffee to start my day
Sure ill make you breakfast
Yeah you read right
Got up to turn the TV for her
This is what I'm talking about
The helwhat help
I have to beg
I have to just shut up and do what I must
Till I just wont let her get the better of me and am forced to do it
Anymore I have to swallow
How give a S*** about her little tummy
And the rotten
Who I think I am attitude
I get her and it is not okay to dump on me because she knows I will never walk away
It's me
Me
What I allow into my life
It hurts anyway you look at it but one for certain
Pick something follow through
You want to be treated like a grow up
That the attitude
On a specific day
Her eighteenth birthday
Alone
And am not sure why she wanted to come back home because she knows the relationship is a job it is give and take
Not just take take take
And when I need them most
Nowhere to be helpful for me
The things they could do like food shopping
My baby sister called and said she would pick up Corissa and take her help her and bring her home
She is still sleeping
My granddaughter already made up a full two pages of tic tac toe
Getting off to make up a list
As she sleeps next to me
To lazy to wash her bedding
Oh
I need to top up on the card
She will ask to get her nails done
But not to top up
Done
Me

There is no reason I should have all the responsibility put on me
OCD blessing in some cases in my case
Itpushes me when I just don't have it and I push and push and push out something else that needed tending to
I have a good heart
A kind heart
A compassionate heart and it is just gets crushed trampled on manipulated right under my nose
And I don't even smell it
Everybody gets together today
Me and baby are staying home
She needs to get well before school starts again Tuesday

I have given up completely on any one who calls me their friend
In my case
There is no case
And that's that
I will continue to be a good kind person despite the way of the world
That includes my babies
It is me
Myself and
I
I will continue to be the best I can ever be
And that all I can do
There is one other very important quality I should considered and be truthful in all I do
Never at the expense of others
Never
Let me strengthen with evil of all kinds trying to cast out the goodness in my heart and mind
Keeping my FAITH strong now and forever never to wavier
Never
Keep my Holy Spirit alive in me
And let it wash over my family
Keep us strong
In Jesus I trust
In God I believe
Amen