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05-25-2017, 08:11 AM | #27 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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To not have a father in their lives in a positive way
To have not focused on them and not me Sad but true The one who seen it clearly Is my youngest Never coming between them She know where my heart lays away And am always to be found when they need me I support them trying to find the answers they look for I have a son who has been surrounded by women His three sisters Me my two sisters My mother It must have been difficult A mother no matter how much she tries to help fill it by taking them to all sports available It turned out to be softball But even then he was treated differently by the adults My boy is 6'8" tall He was always two heads taller And lanky Oh how they wanted him for basketball He wasn't interested Eventually left softball as they expected so much more because of his height But I tried And he knew that And as time went by And they got older and technology was first introduced when they were in high school Everything changed And I guess I didn't change quick enough or not change at all I do not like it when I have company and the phone is out in front of them or in their hands But you have a very valid important assement As I had a father around But did so much harm And having divorced so young I trusted nobody with my children It was a choice not to be involved in their lives It hurt when he applied for emancipation from them Yes I sacrificed much for them They owe me nothing I expect nothing I chose to not ever be involved with anybody And it was one less fear I did not have to worry about If my father was capable of doing what he did to me and my sister and a mother who knew and turned her head when crap was happening I don't know What would you do That's what I did They grew up without a dad As a dad should be in his son and daughters life Conscious of this did the best I could That's that Standing on the sideline The love never stops The dreams to come true Lots of love Me
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