Is due to have surgery
After an occipital lobotomy no success
A VNS implant no success
And now to hear through the grapevine will now have what is called RandS
THIS JUST CRUSHED THE CRAP OUT OF ME
to have gone through every step and been at her side
19 days our last stay having the labotomy
And for this to be kept from me
Just f-in shoot me
How do I get this out of my system
On Heavenly Father I hang
Jeez to much to take in
Just to much
Had a seizure yesterday how bad was it don't know
This from a daughter who says
"She misses her mommy"
Really
How much is that
Really
Broken in every way
Everyway
And let's not forget
Another in the hospital
Tried to kill herself again
Me