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09-10-2017, 01:18 AM | #541 | |||
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It's become a horrid world, it's cruel, unkind and uncaring. Empathy and sympathy has been eroded and surpassed by arrogance, ignorance and selfishness. Lucifer has forsaken Agamemnon. Is this punishment we endure his retaliation upon the world growing in strength & failing to grasp why Michael did cast him out.
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I can still remember what life was like before pain became my life long companion Last edited by PamelaJune; 09-10-2017 at 01:33 AM. |
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09-10-2017, 12:20 PM | #542 | |||
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My granddaughters mother takes my meds
Having this happen and added to a plate on overload I am beside myself Cannot believe that she do that But again an active addict will do anything even when things are happening Once again I am put in a horrible situation Giving her all the time and space to tell me the truth She tells me not to be upset as my pressure is not stable I told her I'm not upset I'm disappointed at her especially at the reason I'm in the hospital Heartbreak is all I can say Me
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09-10-2017, 08:46 PM | #543 | ||
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Eva, I felt her inner beauty speaking with her; she has so much to offer. The one thing that really touched me immensely was when she told me "thank you for being my mother's friend. She was only about 14 or 15 or thereabout; she loves you very much. She is "special"; she does have to believe that herself. She knows and I know, you will never give up on her. As always, Love & Prayers, Gerry Last edited by ger715; 09-10-2017 at 11:08 PM. |
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09-11-2017, 05:48 PM | #544 | |||
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I will be the one to take and pick Eva up
All on deck abandoned ship I so tired so sick Just sick and tired The entire family abandoned us Mother was to take her And Corissa was to pick her up And I had to do EVERYTHING THEN SO BE IT I'll do it till I drop I can't even talk about my family It's like What family Me
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09-12-2017, 04:04 AM | #545 | |||
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I was just run over
Someone please help I cannot believe how things have turned from one day to the next Just run over by a truck How much longer Before I just drop I can't ev n get proper sleep Me
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09-12-2017, 08:31 AM | #546 | |||
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Eva, are you in hospital! What happened was little Eva with you. Pray you are ok
Sadly many young mums of today are not interested in their children's education. It would appear your daughter is one of those, my niece too, I called in yesterday morning, the 8yr & 5yr old both at home, mum in bed at 9.45am. Forgot to get up & get kids ready. Blathered on she was ill as were they, no sign of illness. Just sleep. Front door unlocked, I just walked in, the 7yr old up watching TV & playing games. It's not unique Eva, not unique. 14yr old had got himself ready & gone to school. I had checked the messenger history at 8am when I sent her a msg asking if she will be home, it tells you when the person was last active, she had been active 5 hrs previously. So was up at 3am, that's why the boys not in school!! Makes me angry, they are such smart little boys. This a girl, I was her legal guardian, she lived with me and DB on & off many years. She never missed school on our watch. Please let us know how you are as soon as you're able xxx
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09-13-2017, 05:59 AM | #547 | |||
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Wanting to keep me another day
Couldn't do I as heart was on the surface cleared Nitroglycerin several times My pressure still not stable And yes I take very seriously If you only knew the entire picture She cried and cried for me I just couldn't anymore I do not have to explain she the few doctors Who ask the question BUT ARENT LISTENING AND FOR A DOCTOR TO ASK WHAT ONE OF THE GENERIC MEDS IM ON zenflex A muscle relaxer turn to the the nurse and ask what is this one Ran anger up and down my broken spine I must see several doctors Have a nuclear stress My LDL not good on meds for that now I do not have an appetite and when I do eat I eat healthy My meds were not given at the time needed and having to go through withdrawals I do not think I need to explain It drives me nuts when all aren't on the same page and when I ask questions they become annoyed Then as this all happened on the first day of school and having been admitted Eva missed second da thankfully it was a Friday Then we come to Monday having that meeting with those who were suppose to help mom and corissa both failed mom to take her and Corissa to pick her up Never happened And because having been separated for the first time from me I her everything someone she knows who is always there not to have any worries have told both my adult children Shame on you both to put a innocent child who came into this world and have any worries is never ever going to happen I told them I will be taking and picking her up no matter how hard it is Her calm and happiness is what I am concerned about So yes my friend I'm home Struggling May my Heavenly Father ease my pain I pray your life to can get stable I know you know exactly what I we are going through Where is the compassion Where is the love On a good note She is enjoying herself in school And loves the live notes I put in her lunch box She too is special So special With all my love to you dear friend And the the ones who know my story I apologize for not writing But know I pray for you all Just to know I am heard and not alone Love Me
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09-14-2017, 04:10 AM | #548 | |||
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Has come to a halt
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09-14-2017, 04:38 AM | #549 | |||
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There may be something in that Eva, take stock and live in the moment or the now as some would say. Worry not over the future or what is round the corner, just breathe and live with what you have. I know for you it's a rucksack full of pebbles and I'm so very sorry for that. So moving forward at some stage does need to pause, use the pause to empty your rucksack somewhat. We are here, live, pm, on screen, whatever works to help unburden some of the load you carry.
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09-14-2017, 10:13 AM | #550 | |||
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Behind my back
For years I would ask my child Please return to school Get your diploma Texting calling with no respons And I find out She is following the money her father continues to feed her It is so much bigger all the work I have put into laying a foundation for her And I found out that she was with her father taking her to school to register He himself I found out much later An illiterate Though when it comes to money and his business flooring All cash We do understand why Distant we are But the truth hurts and sad when she too follows the money May she find herself But I cannot lie How it went down is affecting me on so many levels Corissa is gay But now living with a young man who lives with his mother This makes her father so very happy As he never accepted her as a lesbian So to please him for the sake of money And not be true to herself as we spoke about it many times in detail Tells me mom I've tried I am a lesbian Back with the same boy As he is so immature Will not wear a condom Do I need to say anymore I pray as her health is compromised And oh Lord to think a child could be a possibility She is a sickle cell trait child He Africa American prevalent in that culture How do I let all of it go I pray and pray and pray Help me with this dear Father Help me give it ALL to YOU My will comes back in a cunning way I know it Way much Way to much I'm killing myself With my will in the way Cunning Satan at his best Me Addiction My child will not return calls or texts I have blocked her for the first time No contact Why Because I am not even worth the time But as dad is now in the picture I call you back it my dad Okay So be it
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