Not my life
But that she be safe
Is just playing
On and on and on
Oh dear Father
Watch over all of them

The pictures are

BEAUTIFUL
AS YOU SHINE
Your light on me
Thank you dear friend
Thank you

Much love to you and yours

She really did squash me
It does hurt terribly
Me

There is this hole in my heart
Since a little girl
Trying so hard to heal her
A never ending task
J think how dark the abyss can be
How hard to heal
As I watch Eva and see me
Me
And I try so hard not for her to have ANY WORRIES
But she has
I can see it
It's there
Deep inside her
And I try to not let that horrible feeling to find its way to her heart
What a brilliant little angel
How can the adults not try all they can to put their lives in order
Look at this little girl
To
LOOK AT HER
mom falling off the wagon
Going to try and speak to her today
My youngest calls
Tells me she is depressed
Hangs up and never calls back
I don't know anymore
I just don't know
For if I did not have the almighty holding me together
I just don't know
Her mom just cannot stay away
And the other is following right behind
My boy not a word
My eldest I haven't a clue
As for myself
I have the jewel
And am having a little trouble getting help
Getting her off to school
You would thing all else aside
I would get the help needed

Oh dear Father
Kneed this heart back to a place
I can do it
I can do it
Lift the pain this body suffers
Let me not feel the hurt having to push myself
Let me not be angered by what has happened
I trust in Your promises
I trust that I know better
Help me make it happen
Allow this body to feel good
Not to give up
But
To understand the difference
I cannot control anything but
Me

Hi Eva. Thinking of you and hoping you know you are not alone. Sending many hugs and prayers your way.

Thank you grabbing them all
It was a very difficult hard productive day I had to do it all by myself I i so could have used help
They are all about themselves
No clue what it takes to raise a child and do chores
Me

Therein lies the problem with millenials - it's the word chore, as if it is something extra to be done rather than inclusive to the passage of daily living. Where we were raised to do these things as a means to get ny, maybe even get pocket money. Millennials SEEM to believe they are doing us a FAVOUR & the task at hand is not essential to daily living. Hope you are ok.

Oh how you hit the nail on the head
It is so true
So true
And I want to smack myself
How gullible can I be
What's wrong with me that I just don't cut ties
It's this lifestyle that we have had no idea how they all have become somebody else
I don't know them anymore
I haven't changed for the weak
I was maimed
That includes the balloons
I do not wear a bra the breakthrough on the left called a double bubble
This body Spirit not only broken
But I cannot believe how physically broken it is
It hurts so badly getting her in an out of the car seat
What a pain
But got to keep her safe
Mom writes me how she can't believe she let it get so bad
My response
You just don't get I'm not your enemy
So on point
My dear friend
Bingo
Thanks you get it
Oh dear friend
You get it
Me

Mother and father at each other's throat
He wants to slice her up
She wants to live with it
Call an agency to come to the house just for crap a giggles
Not to help
But wants to start trouble
And we are the ones to feel all the crap the adults are going through
A simple request to help take her to school
I get up feed her get her ready for the day
Have to take her
Then pick her up and finish up the day
It is just unbelievable what they are capable of
Still getting high
Still drinking
Still still still
When will this all just stop
Me

I will never
Never have any mercy for my granddaughters mother
My child
To have my granddaughter be subjected to social workers and to see if she is well taken care of
Her crying they want to take her away
I will not have it in me to forgive
No never will I forget what it was like when o was a little girl
And to see her go through this
I have been broken but this took it to a new level
No coming back
They were happy with all
But my daughter to pull this
Because she can't have it her way
So I'll damage my child for who knows how long
Never
Ever
As I am alive
Never
Me

Eva you describe far from what was once a loving daughter anymore, your words trigger thoughts of jealousy & spite. I know little of your life, but you seem to do it all and then more. I am deeply saddened she thought calling social in would bring a measure of happiness to your granddaughters life. It is your granddaughter who should be front & centre, but I imagine there is the opportunity for some sort of cash flow should you be deemed unfit. I pray I'm wrong and things can settle down.

They came
God knows and I pray
It is not easy
But I will till I drop
Never ever could I imagine she would do harm to
Her
Praying
Me