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11-20-2017, 11:06 AM | #631 | |||
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How comforting it is to see I matter
I’m validated as a person who is worthy of others to be concerned It is something that is void other then the unconditional love from my grandchild I am okay By the love of God and scripture In all that is happening around me by my family is just to much to handle alone and it is only with the grace of Heavenly Father talking to me through scripture Did you ever go through something and you pick up the book and just randomly open it And the Lord is speaking to my concerns That those who mean the most to me are not doing okay and are trying to pull me into their problems Not to get me wrong It is only for the spirit that I try to keep close to me Can I put one foot in front of the other I am saddened by the mother to Eva My child Who I have to say is so gone on so many levels I am frozen at what she is capable of My son going through a rough spot and last minute can me and boyfriend Jay stay with you And at first he asks if I want a hair cut As his boyfriend is a professional hair stylist And not to soon after that And explaining what his sibling my youngest came home Thursday with the confession I was worried of But a new start Happy to be home took off Saturday to “help” someone against my better advise of priority Was shocked at the behavior Many factors to why it was just not a good thing And my boy says Throw her butt out It upset me to the core All of it All of them going through stuff they put themselves into And only when things go wrong Or not how they thought things were going to work out The one that surprises me most is the babies mother What’s happened to this family My mother Who I call to no answer to wish her happy birthday My son just springing stuff so soon on me and advising to send his sister on her way No I don’t want to put up with her crap But I’m not done helping her Like I did the others She just came away from terrible stuff As far as my broken body It is getting worse And the crappy thing is it’s not just one thing Yup I’m scared it’s happening quickly I will be seeing a vascular doctor And some more in the list I’m not in a rush And money not there So prioritize But there is something going on I feel it Decorating the house with Eva And the smallest tree I ever had But remember it’s for my grandchild An she loved it The tree 4’ I will put it on a table And make decorations with her Will do it on construction paper Something Any suggestions Ideas welcomed May you all be touched by an angel But by the grace of Heavenly Father I am putting one foot in front of the other Will be going out with baby sister Eva suppose to be Corissa Out for thanksgiving Wishing all a healthy happy one Love Me I will try and post even just to say hi Love from someone who feels your love Me
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11-20-2017, 12:07 PM | #632 | |||
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So very glad to "see" you! We all have been concerned about you
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11-23-2017, 02:28 PM | #633 | |||
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And found that she is more involved with my son and partner
All was known the eve before And it not happen The one thing is Corissa stayed She seen what happened She was witness Not a thing did I know but it was me who confronted my son And no contact about me getting my hair trimmed Home with my two princesses Sad
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11-26-2017, 06:57 PM | #634 | |||
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Most recent pics, the one of Eva and me was taken today, we went bowling.
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11-26-2017, 09:24 PM | #635 | |||
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THANK YOU!!
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11-27-2017, 05:46 AM | #636 | |||
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It’s evident in the picture with Eva I am in pain
My right back hurts badly Don’t know if it’s lung I need to go But don’t want to It hurts when I breathe So I will call the pulmonologist ask if I should come in It hurts Don’t want to But will call It was a blast watching her play She had fun I had fun watching She was so happy That’s what counts Right
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11-27-2017, 10:18 AM | #637 | |||
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I don’t want to do this
But how can I not So made the appointment And we shall see We shall see Then to the vascular doctor And next one dr at a time Me
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11-29-2017, 05:30 PM | #638 | |||
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Added another 25 mg
That’s a total of 75mg in a day Okay Me
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12-01-2017, 06:03 AM | #639 | |||
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Kate’s killer found not guilty
Lost In this horrible way it was presented Not a word I wonder why That he had rap not brought up in court before the killing A few choice words I’m sure all could imagine Appalled Appalled
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12-03-2017, 07:08 AM | #640 | |||
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And I’m just holding on
Corissa has been growing up Her girlfriend from Florida visiting for the holidays She is giving it some of her best Has a way to go Son and daughters hoping they are happy Eva doing well She is happy All A’s and A+ Has trouble talking She doesn’t get to socialize much other then in school Can’t blame her To the vascular doctor now And the new year is here OMG another year Are you pleased Heavenly Father Are you pleased I am going on with you at my side You will handle it in the end all from the beginning I am happy who I have become Are you pleased Amen Let sadness and disparity be gone as you are in control I will be happy Amen
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