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01-23-2018, 07:00 AM | #33 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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A dream
A very disturbing dream Not much remembered But lost of blood Death Murder of some kind DonÂ’t know if I was the murder Disturbing for certain As it warms my spirit seems to have lifted just a tad Is it that powerful Just donÂ’t want to feel like I do Oh how easy it is for my children to say Mom if you feel that badly you should see a doctor Really Really ItÂ’s been something I have done throughout my lifetime And never has there been a breakthrough Never As a matter of fact my last psychotherapist for 7 years in the end was not helpful at all Denying me deplin something in his opinion as he says dubiousin his opinion I asked let me be the judge of that Retired Gone he is Good riddance As he did not listen to me if all the antidepressants he prescribed And having to go through the withdrawals Not him Me My mind and body This depression is IÂ’m sure a result of environmental situational and family genetic Having the idea that spring something short lived Sometimes donÂ’t even experience it Is enough to change how this mind works Doctors they fit the most of my experience and but for the few who are on my train donÂ’t listen Really They just donÂ’t listen Physically my body is so broken The rain is coming down this morning I must have slep wrong My surgical site pinches with piercingpain depending hitch way I move it So after dropping my granddaughter to school And returning home IÂ’m going back into bed Hands and feet OOC All around me are doing As they have called upon me when crap hit their fan And I am not even a thought Anyone Anybody A Anything I can do for you Just to hear them words would be appreciated Not the case Go to the doctor Well like I said No monies to fall back on Giving it to my family with the promise of returning it will never happen And the copay was 15.00 dollars up now 25.00 way to much for this cookie They will be spread far apart ThatÂ’s just nuts Depression always with me in one form or another But holding on to Heavenly Father Brush myself off And one foot in front of the other Me
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